BITG
No road left but the one that leads to the end
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- Dec 3, 2019
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I have many insecurities. But some of the biggest ones are my loose skin and big nipples. I use to be morbidly obese, and I lost over 100 pounds, both with that came gross loose skin and my nipples got big from being a fat ass. My face is also still chubby even though I’m a good weight now.
Even if a foid gave me a chance, no way would I ever be able to take my clothes off. She would be absolutely disgusted by my body and would refuse to touch me.
I feel trapped in my body with no escape. For the first time ever, I actually think I want to end my shit existence. Before I would just be depressed and cope. I’m good for nothing anyway. No foid could ever love me.
I don’t hate foids. I’ve come to that realization. I’ve just been LARPing as a foid hater. Or maybe even I was trying to hate them to make myself feel better (giga cope)? Who knows. When I think of women, I don’t get mad, only sad. But I just want one to accept me for who I am even with my flaws. I want to be happy with myself. I want to be happy in this world.
I don’t visit this site much anymore, I’ll probably only visit every once in a while to vent. Anyway, I’m thinking of ending things sooner or later. I’m just a bit afraid. I wish I wasn’t a coward. I wish I was strong.
Even if a foid gave me a chance, no way would I ever be able to take my clothes off. She would be absolutely disgusted by my body and would refuse to touch me.
I feel trapped in my body with no escape. For the first time ever, I actually think I want to end my shit existence. Before I would just be depressed and cope. I’m good for nothing anyway. No foid could ever love me.
I don’t hate foids. I’ve come to that realization. I’ve just been LARPing as a foid hater. Or maybe even I was trying to hate them to make myself feel better (giga cope)? Who knows. When I think of women, I don’t get mad, only sad. But I just want one to accept me for who I am even with my flaws. I want to be happy with myself. I want to be happy in this world.
I don’t visit this site much anymore, I’ll probably only visit every once in a while to vent. Anyway, I’m thinking of ending things sooner or later. I’m just a bit afraid. I wish I wasn’t a coward. I wish I was strong.