Venting Can’t even get myself to escortcel because of how much of a loser I’d feel about it

[Deleted member 101]

I wouldn’t be able to get over how she’s only doing this for money, not because she likes me. Even if she was a great actress I couldn’t get the thought of my head that she’s not enjoying this and that she finds me repulsive as fuck. I can’t get the thought that she’d find me even more awful if I told her I was a virgin.

I know some escorts are really great at faking intimacy but I’d never fall for it. Plus I would fear falling for her if she’s nice to me because I’m so starved of female attention and intimacy.

I would probably end up using her as a therapist and venting about how miserable and lonely I am. Wouldn’t be shocked if I ended up crying in front of her. Which would probably disgusted her even more. I bet she would laugh behind my back, too, and tell her friends. She might pretend to care and give me some bullshit platitudes. But in reality she won’t.

It’s all fake. There’s no intimacy.

If it was a female friend who wouldn’t mind taking my virginity and would actually be interested in making it a good time for me then maybe. If it was some experience where we both have fun even if the sex wasn’t great for her. But this never happens to anyone.

I haven’t gotten to the stage where all I want is sex. So I don’t think I would enjoy seeing an escort. Plus all the supposed good ones who do GFE are way too expensive.

Guess I should pay people to pretend to be my friend. Don’t have any of those.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Same. Staged sex with a girl who doesn't desire you , It's just empty. I need validation

 

[Deleted member 101]

Same. Staged sex with a girl who doesn't desire you , It's just empty. I need validation

Same. I envy incels who only care about sex.
Hell I still want to make a girl feel good during sex. I wish I didn’t care, only cared about myself.

 

[HappilySingle]

Mean you are posting on these forums. You can't sink any lower. Relax.

 

[Deleted member 101]

Mean you are posting on these forums. You can't sink any lower. Relax.

I don’t care m8 I have much self-hatred and seeing an escort might make that even worse

 

[HappilySingle]

I don’t care m8 I have much self-hatred and seeing an escort might make that even worse

Then what do you have to lose?

 

[Deleted member 101]

Then what do you have to lose?

I already explained in the OP why I don’t wanna see an escort
I want to have sex with a woman who actually likes me, gives a fuck about me, cares about me, enjoys being with me, enjoys sex with me

 

[HappilySingle]

gives a fuck about me

Not even giga chad.

 

[Deleted member 101]

Not even giga chad.

At least she is attracted to gigachad

 

[Vermilioncore]

I need validation

Not for you buddy boyo embrace the rope

 

[Deleted member 677]

Don't cuck yourself.

 

[Deleted member 101]

Don't cuck yourself.

I’m never gonna get a girlfriend or get married so I will never get cucked

 

[Ping And Pong]

I am definitely one who wants 1 loving girlfriend rather than sex with many women. But sex drive is getting worse and worse, I'm disgusted by the idea of losing my virginity to an escort, idk about you but I think I'm fairly high T and sooner or later I won't be able to handle it.

 

[Deleted member 677]

I’m never gonna get a girlfriend or get married so I will never get cucked

Paying for sex = cucked.

 

[grondilu]

Guess I should pay people to pretend to be my friend. Don’t have any of those.

The difference is that you don't need friendship nearly as much as you need sexual intimacy, or something that emulates it well.

In fact, friendship can be emulated too. IMHO internet forums are good enough approximations. I can share my thoughts, read interesting ones from others. That's all I need from a non-sexual interaction.

Paying for sex = cucked.

What does "cucked" mean according to you ?

Because to me it means raising someone else's kid, and that's definitely not what a John does.

Of course, a whore can use the money to feed her kids, but then giving money to a female for any reason is cucked, according to you ?

 

[Deleted member 101]

The difference is that you don't need friendship nearly as much as you need sexual intimacy, or something that emulates it well.

In fact, friendship can be emulated too. IMHO internet forums are good enough approximations. I can share my thoughts, read interesting ones from others. That's all I need from a non-sexual interaction.


What does "cucked" mean according to you ?

Because to me it means raising someone else's kid, and that's definitely not what a John does.

Of course, a whore can use the money to feed her kids, but then giving money to a female for any reason is cucked, according to you ?

I’ve had internet friends. They don’t feel the same as IRL friendship. The few times I’ve met up with internet friends IRL was way nicer than chatting online.

 

[Mainländer]

Escorts aren't about intimacy, they're about sex. You pull your cuck out and use their holes, that's it boyo. Don't get feelings for them.

 

[Sheogorath]

you are posting on these forums.
You can't sink any lower

You could be posting on IncelTears

 

[HappilySingle]

You could be posting on IncelTears

They are giga cucks.

 

[Deleted member 17749]

Same here. I want to experience sex so much but at the same time I’ll feel like a loser letting an escort take it. Idk I want to have sex so bad but I’d rather monkmaxxx and die a virgin.

 

[Itsover4maymaycels]

You think fucking an escort is gonna change anything about your social standing? Cope, if you wanna do it that badly,then just do it.

But i wouldn't do it if i were you, as an incel it's better to starve your sex drive to death than feed it just enough to survive and keep on pestering your already bad life with pointless desires that can only be acted on by being a cuck or betabuxx (cuck-lite). If you really can't handle it why not just masturbate either? The only positive thing you gain out of a relationship these days is sex, and masturbation gives almost the same pleasure for 0% of the effort and risk.

 

[Deleted member 21725]

Some escorts do actually enjoy it, and may have a pleasant time with you...

 

[Homoculus]

I wouldn’t be able to get over how she’s only doing this for money, not because she likes me. Even if she was a great actress I couldn’t get the thought of my head that she’s not enjoying this and that she finds me repulsive as fuck. I can’t get the thought that she’d find me even more awful if I told her I was a virgin.

I know some escorts are really great at faking intimacy but I’d never fall for it. Plus I would fear falling for her if she’s nice to me because I’m so starved of female attention and intimacy.

I would probably end up using her as a therapist and venting about how miserable and lonely I am. Wouldn’t be shocked if I ended up crying in front of her. Which would probably disgusted her even more. I bet she would laugh behind my back, too, and tell her friends. She might pretend to care and give me some bullshit platitudes. But in reality she won’t.

It’s all fake. There’s no intimacy.

If it was a female friend who wouldn’t mind taking my virginity and would actually be interested in making it a good time for me then maybe. If it was some experience where we both have fun even if the sex wasn’t great for her. But this never happens to anyone.

I haven’t gotten to the stage where all I want is sex. So I don’t think I would enjoy seeing an escort. Plus all the supposed good ones who do GFE are way too expensive.

Guess I should pay people to pretend to be my friend. Don’t have any of those.

It never worked out for me. Last time I tried was in the era of Backpage, which allowed you to avoid those with a pimp and/or a drug addiction. I chose a beautiful woman in early 30's, who lived locally, who obviously made her ads herself, and who had some brains and a little sass. We exchanged texts and talked on the phone off and on for a week, before settling on a time, place and cost. Couple days before, we were texting about final arrangements, and she was pleased that I'd be her only "date" that weekend, because hooking sucked, and she only did it to be able to raise her children. That killed it for me. I wound up giving her the money agreed and said she could go. What happened next is another story, but suffice to say not one in which I got laid.

 

[Haywire]

That killed it for me. I wound up giving her the money agreed and said she could go. What happened next is another story, but suffice to say not one in which I got laid.

 

[Tallhover]

I would probably perform so bad and finish so fast that even a prostitute would burst out laughing.

The only thing I might try will be a massage + happy ending. A massage is a service that even normies and chads pay for because it actually needs some skill and training. It would feel more normal and even if the sex part is depressing you get something for your money.

 

[Flaccid_Dave]

I would probably end up using her as a therapist and venting about how miserable and lonely I am.

"I went to a whore, She said my life's a bore."

That's part of their job. Read any decent book that written before 1900 and it'll have a male character who finds emotional relief in the warm embrace of the sympathetic whore. Now, whether or not this archetype of the working lady still exists is another question, but these girls were the original therapists, and they were better at it than the quacks we pay to see these days.