I'll be honest with you guys when I first arrived at incels.is I was more angry at women than I was at anything else but I never 100% believed that it was over for me, I thought maybe I could betabux or some shit, I thought gymmaxing and learning an insturment would be enough for me to cope but I can't even, I just can't anymore. I absolutely hate women now I've been fired from 3 jobs because of false allegations made against me and I'm just being thrown to the trash heap I couldn't trust one ever I even hate speaking with relatives that are women, I haven't had a full nights sleep in weeks now and according to a recent study a person that only gets 6 hours of sleep a day has the testosterone level of someone that is 10 years their senior so this means I'm losing gains that I've worked hard for, everyone is moving forward in life except me and I'm fucking almost, I just wanna jump off a cliff, it's over, it's over. At the gym I seen one of the women that made false alligations against me at one of the jobs I had but the last time she saw me I was 300 and some odd pounds, she looked at me and looked like she wanted to talk to me or some shit but I gave her a look that I absolutely despise this fucking bitch how dare she think she could talk to me after what she did her bf looked weak af too I could've taken him down no problem. I feel bad for the next person that gives me attitude they're getting all my pent up anger unleashed on their face, sorry ahead of time I guess.
