Venting Can't believe I have failed college twice now.

[swaggybaggy]

As if my life could not get more royally fucked, now I have to live with the shame of being a double college drop out. No more financial aid, no scholarships, no second chances, the only thing I have is a transcript with F marks and student debt. And plus I was due to graduate this summer. Yea I could just always suck it up and try to complete my degree anyway, but I'll always have to live with the shame knowing I was once an honor student at my college with a 4.00 GPA, and now I am a failure in debt because I decided to cope with weed. I will always regret October 3rd, 2024, because that's when I first tried it. I wish I could go back in time and tell past me that no matter how bad the pain was then, I shouldn't use weed as my life will end up even worse.

I'm no different than the people I judge. I used to bully people in 2022 for doing drugs or dropping out, and now look at me. Guess I deserve the laughter I receive from all of humanity daily.

At the same time, this does make me kinda happy as now I can actually get a full time job and make money. Now I can live the good life working for 8 hours and neeting for the rest.

 

[Juice]

Brutal, I was kicked out of college

 

[chudjak]

Just win the lottery

 

[SupremeAutist]

I'm going to redo a year probably I've completely fucked it

 

[swaggybaggy]

Brutal, I was kicked out of college

Extremely brutal. So sorry to hear that. Why if I may ask?

 

[Juice]

Extremely brutal. So sorry to hear that. Why if I may ask?

I was falling behind, aka retardpill

 

[Diddy]

Ok GrAY

 

[user]

I was falling behind, aka retardpill

College isn't for retards or the faint of heart. Gotta have some brains to make it through

 

[Juice]

College isn't for retards or the faint of heart. Gotta have some brains to make it through

Its not fair

 

[user]

Its not fair

Life's not fair. We're living proof of that

 

[Juice]

Life's not fair. We're living proof of that

It should be mang

 

[user]

It should be mang

Agree with you there

 

[VideoGameCoper]

I could never do college

 

[Stupid Clown]

Brutal

 

[swaggybaggy]

Its not fair

The IQ pill is probably one of the most brutal pills if you're someone who dreams of living a more fancy and comfortable life than I am now. Just like how chads can use their genetics to effortlessly snatch women, high IQ nigs can easily just come up with a bunch of shit to make money instantly. I've sat for years thinking of business ideas yet cunts younger than me end up rich but not me.

 

[Juice]

The IQ pill is probably one of the most brutal pills if you're someone who dreams of living a more fancy and comfortable life than I am now. Just like how chads can use their genetics to effortlessly snatch women, high IQ nigs can easily just come up with a bunch of shit to make money instantly. I've sat for years thinking of business ideas yet cunts younger than me end up rich but not me.

Getting rich is easier for the young cunts, they can just sit on their computer livestreaming themselves acting like a complete idiot and make big bucks, not for us though, we have to actually work for it

 

[swaggybaggy]

Getting rich is easier for the young cunts, they can just sit on their computer livestreaming themselves acting like a complete idiot and make big bucks, not for us though, we have to actually work for it

I mean I'm young too, I just don't have the looks, rizz, or aura to be able to be a social media star. People would make fun of me probably.

 

[Emba]

Just win the lottery

Ok

 

[starcrapoo]

Over a decade and a half ago I was in college. My gpa went below 2.0 and I got kicked out. They call it academic probation I believe.

Then I made a major come back and got 3.8 gpa to 4.0 gpa consistently and managed to graduate.

My gpa went below 2.0 because I just didn't care. I wasn't dumb or anything. Far from it actually. But I was severely depressed and isolated.
I remember one time I cried when I was exercising at night on a run. I consider myself very stoic but I was so isolated I actually cried.

To this very day I have those same nightmares of being very frantic about turning in a paper or needing one more class to graduate. The stress was so severe.

I imagine soldiers go through the same thing after seeing death and constantly worry about dying every single day.

 

[ext4]

October 3rd, 2024

Nigga that's like 2 months ago

 

[bcroger]

Damn. What was your major?

 

[swaggybaggy]

Over a decade and a half ago I was in college. My gpa went below 2.0 and I got kicked out. They call it academic probation I believe.

Then I made a major come back and got 3.8 gpa to 4.0 gpa consistently and managed to graduate.

My gpa went below 2.0 because I just didn't care. I wasn't dumb or anything. Far from it actually. But I was severely depressed and isolated.
I remember one time I cried when I was exercising at night on a run. I consider myself very stoic but I was so isolated I actually cried.

To this very day I have those same nightmares of being very frantic about turning in a paper or needing one more class to graduate. The stress was so severe.

I imagine soldiers go through the same thing after seeing death and constantly worry about dying every single day.

This was actually a really high-IQ response and actually made me feel 100% better about my feelings earlier. Thank you so much brocel for your kindness and empathy.

 

[swaggybaggy]

Damn. What was your major?

I was doing cybersecurity. The semester was very easy, but I got addicted to weed and allowed myself to miss assignments. Even if I did get a cyber degree now, anytime my employers look at my transcripts, they will always see those unremovable "F's"

 

[bcroger]

I was doing cybersecurity. The semester was very easy, but I got addicted to weed and allowed myself to miss assignments. Even if I did get a cyber degree now, anytime my employers look at my transcripts, they will always see those unremovable "F's"

Sorry man. Hopefully you can get back and those credits will carry over