Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I can't listen to music anymore. Maybe just a catchy game soundtrack for a few minutes, or some catchy song that I can't get out of my head, but even that's rare nowadays.
First of all, so many songs are about love or sex or whatnot. Or even worse some normie problems like heartbreak, or whatever tragedy normies are experiencing because of family, love, children or their loved ones and some shit.
Second, if not that, they're about money, success and whatnot. And me being the giant loser that I am, that's even worse for me than hearing about sex.
Third, when I was an alcoholic all I did was drink and lay in bed watching music videos or sitcoms. Now all the songs that used to be my favorite are all associated with cringy things I did when I was drunk, even getting flashbacks and shit. Even my guilty pleasure songs are associated with drunk humiliations. God I have PTSD from all the humiliations while I was drunk.
First of all, so many songs are about love or sex or whatnot. Or even worse some normie problems like heartbreak, or whatever tragedy normies are experiencing because of family, love, children or their loved ones and some shit.
Second, if not that, they're about money, success and whatnot. And me being the giant loser that I am, that's even worse for me than hearing about sex.
Third, when I was an alcoholic all I did was drink and lay in bed watching music videos or sitcoms. Now all the songs that used to be my favorite are all associated with cringy things I did when I was drunk, even getting flashbacks and shit. Even my guilty pleasure songs are associated with drunk humiliations. God I have PTSD from all the humiliations while I was drunk.
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