
Allah (Real)
LordOfTheWorldscel
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- Jan 24, 2025
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I just want to say goodbye. Haven't decided if I'm deleting my account or not because I might want to return when I'm doing better mentally. If you saw my now-deleted thread yesterday you know why I'm leaving, but that's not the only reason
I think I spent too much time here in only a week
It's also fueling my rage a bit too much. I think I should step back and bluepill myself just a bit, I can't keep interpreting every negative social cue as the person seeing me as inferior due to my skull shape. Because its only sometimes true. I can't just walk outside and have my mind tell me that everyone around me hates me for the crime of being born a certain way all the time. "If I was a chad this would go differently," I always think to myself. I've been blackpilled 2 years before joining this forum, it's really just the culmination of that, and I think this is a good time to step back and cope while at the same time not denying reality.
I'm gonna keep grinding, keep hustling and shoot for my dreams. I'm getting up and if i fail I will rope.
See you tomorrow.
I think I spent too much time here in only a week
It's also fueling my rage a bit too much. I think I should step back and bluepill myself just a bit, I can't keep interpreting every negative social cue as the person seeing me as inferior due to my skull shape. Because its only sometimes true. I can't just walk outside and have my mind tell me that everyone around me hates me for the crime of being born a certain way all the time. "If I was a chad this would go differently," I always think to myself. I've been blackpilled 2 years before joining this forum, it's really just the culmination of that, and I think this is a good time to step back and cope while at the same time not denying reality.
I'm gonna keep grinding, keep hustling and shoot for my dreams. I'm getting up and if i fail I will rope.
See you tomorrow.
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