I had a very excruciating day.
having only 2 in a half hours of sleep really fucks someone up.
I woke up this morning, 3: am to 5 in the morning, I unfortunately had to run errands straight up off my 2 hours of sleep right when I woke up.
Who in the right mind likes going outside? I sure don't, because it sucks being in what seems to be a third world country. and I am saying this as a unhygienic guy that purposefully took his hands and rubbed his armpits to then spread his infected sweaty armpit hand's all over his birthvessels bed.
It is more of third worlders who don't even belong here who act as if they own the place, they have a lack of respect for us citizens who were actually fucking born here. They think they can out dirty me, they're not gonna win.
But like I was saying, It turnt 10 AM and I immediately got molested by the scorching heat of the sun so I sought shelter in my home.
Looking in the mirror seeing the most ugly wretched thing ever like usual, I sat down on my chair and clipped off my toenails so I could throw them at my birthvessel in case she ever barged into my sexless cave.
Like usual I posted then rotted.
But tonight I decided to make alot of food because I am trying to find a cope that will fill in the void, it never works, I never feel fulfilled, inside I am weeping yet on the outside nothing shows, not even a single tear on my face.
I made more then I could possibly eat, and I didn't cool it down so I ended up burning my throat and tongue. So now I am speaking like I wore a bicycle helmet over my head in school.
Right now I feel entirely empty, I feel like livestock waiting for it's turn in the gutter as my soul will soon be swallowed into the furnace alongside many.
After posting this I will go hug my pillow pretending it is a foid like usual.
having only 2 in a half hours of sleep really fucks someone up.
I woke up this morning, 3: am to 5 in the morning, I unfortunately had to run errands straight up off my 2 hours of sleep right when I woke up.
Who in the right mind likes going outside? I sure don't, because it sucks being in what seems to be a third world country. and I am saying this as a unhygienic guy that purposefully took his hands and rubbed his armpits to then spread his infected sweaty armpit hand's all over his birthvessels bed.
It is more of third worlders who don't even belong here who act as if they own the place, they have a lack of respect for us citizens who were actually fucking born here. They think they can out dirty me, they're not gonna win.
But like I was saying, It turnt 10 AM and I immediately got molested by the scorching heat of the sun so I sought shelter in my home.
Looking in the mirror seeing the most ugly wretched thing ever like usual, I sat down on my chair and clipped off my toenails so I could throw them at my birthvessel in case she ever barged into my sexless cave.
Like usual I posted then rotted.
But tonight I decided to make alot of food because I am trying to find a cope that will fill in the void, it never works, I never feel fulfilled, inside I am weeping yet on the outside nothing shows, not even a single tear on my face.
I made more then I could possibly eat, and I didn't cool it down so I ended up burning my throat and tongue. So now I am speaking like I wore a bicycle helmet over my head in school.
Right now I feel entirely empty, I feel like livestock waiting for it's turn in the gutter as my soul will soon be swallowed into the furnace alongside many.
After posting this I will go hug my pillow pretending it is a foid like usual.
