
NorthernWind
Paragon
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Saw today a young woman and a 7-8 y.o. boy, obviously her son, on the bus. The woman was lovely blonde and the boy touched her hair, talked with her, and slept with his head leaned on her shoulder. During the period of 30 minutes he experienced more warmth and acceptance from woman than I in all the time of my life. She actually LISTENED to him, he FREELY TOUCHED HER, HER HAIR. He is loved unconditionaly. My mother ( I'm not blaming her, she was raised in cruel circumstances ) was always emotionally absent, incapable of unconditional love, warmth. I don't remember I ever touched woman's hair, I was never hugged by a woman. In the future this boy probably will touch bodies of his girlfriends and play with their hair so freely. They will welcome and enjoy that. While subhuman like me who never experienced unconditional love from a female will always feel awkward around women. If I magically find a spouse, she would be probably disgusted if I start touching her hair and body and think or say "stop being a manbaby" and betabuxxing would be only option left for me. Women are disgusted even by thought of unattractive man touching their body. On the other hand, Chad will freely explore their bodies.
Even if you become a billionare, you will never be able to buy unconditional love while someone experiencing it from the lovely woman right now ( dream of my life ). Someone take me away FROM THIS GAY EARTH.
Even if you become a billionare, you will never be able to buy unconditional love while someone experiencing it from the lovely woman right now ( dream of my life ). Someone take me away FROM THIS GAY EARTH.