Something brutal happened. Saw on thursday i have food class, and you guys remmeber that autist guy, i mentioned in the thread almost got into a fight.
I remmeber asking him if we were friends, do you considered me your friend, (not exactly qouted) he said idk. And i believe i told him i considered you my friend. Well i surely got my answers on thursday and friday. Does he consider me his friend, lets come to the conclussion together.
So on thursday just this fast thursday, i arrived late to school, the first block i have wss foods class, i gave my late slip, i notice my partner was with another group, and my foods teacher said we thought you werent coming so he put him over there (not exactly quoted). I asked if i can work alone, He said you cant work alone... you can ask cayoush yes thats the autistic guys name, i went over to ask him, he said no im good, he litterary refused to be my partner.
I then went and told my teacher, he said no, i asked if i can work alone, ofc he denied, and i believe i went and wanted to make things, ie wanted to take a bowl and collect the ingredients. But i decided to try one more time, so i went and said ive worked alone before, can i work alone. He responded and said you cant arrive late, you gotta arrive early, said working alone would be a waste. He said something like action have consequences. keep in mind school starts at 8:55 am, class starts at 9 something. If i leave at 8:52 ill be there at 9 something, usually this is when there are grabbing the ingredients, keep in mind its usually me, motstly me that grabs the ingredients. But on thursday i got there at 9:15, because i left at 8:57.
On friday i left home early and arrived just in time, this autistic guy was sitting in rhe group he worked yesterday, there was a substitute on frienday. I worked alone, it was mostly fine, ofc i needed help then and there but i managed to pull through. Since i was alone meant i got all the food.
But looking around to see everyone has a partner, and seeing people socializing with each other was brutal. Struggling alone, while othwr people, have people to help is brutal. Its a big realization you lack friends.
In moday just like friday it was the same thing except the teacher was there. But this time at first i was mad but then, i realized he feels better over there being with them, hes confrotable there, and thats okay.
I remmeber asking him if we were friends, do you considered me your friend, (not exactly qouted) he said idk. And i believe i told him i considered you my friend. Well i surely got my answers on thursday and friday. Does he consider me his friend, lets come to the conclussion together.
So on thursday just this fast thursday, i arrived late to school, the first block i have wss foods class, i gave my late slip, i notice my partner was with another group, and my foods teacher said we thought you werent coming so he put him over there (not exactly quoted). I asked if i can work alone, He said you cant work alone... you can ask cayoush yes thats the autistic guys name, i went over to ask him, he said no im good, he litterary refused to be my partner.
I then went and told my teacher, he said no, i asked if i can work alone, ofc he denied, and i believe i went and wanted to make things, ie wanted to take a bowl and collect the ingredients. But i decided to try one more time, so i went and said ive worked alone before, can i work alone. He responded and said you cant arrive late, you gotta arrive early, said working alone would be a waste. He said something like action have consequences. keep in mind school starts at 8:55 am, class starts at 9 something. If i leave at 8:52 ill be there at 9 something, usually this is when there are grabbing the ingredients, keep in mind its usually me, motstly me that grabs the ingredients. But on thursday i got there at 9:15, because i left at 8:57.
On friday i left home early and arrived just in time, this autistic guy was sitting in rhe group he worked yesterday, there was a substitute on frienday. I worked alone, it was mostly fine, ofc i needed help then and there but i managed to pull through. Since i was alone meant i got all the food.
But looking around to see everyone has a partner, and seeing people socializing with each other was brutal. Struggling alone, while othwr people, have people to help is brutal. Its a big realization you lack friends.
In moday just like friday it was the same thing except the teacher was there. But this time at first i was mad but then, i realized he feels better over there being with them, hes confrotable there, and thats okay.
