This happened a few months back. We were at my cousins house for a holiday get together and then they started taking pictures. I went and stood next my younger sister (my only sibling) and I kid you not, she said "eww" and moved to the other side. At first i thought it was just typical siblings giving each other a hard time, but then i thought about it, shit like this has happened so many times with her. She has never taken a picture with me for social media etc. It became pretty evident that she's ashamed of me for being an ugly incel and don't want people to know that we are related. Ever since that incident, I have not spoken to her and plan not to either. One of the most brutally depressing realizations of lookism that I ever experienced. Imagine, if your own blood who you shared a bond with and grew up under same roof thinks so lowly of you, why would another foid ever treat you with any respect?