Ahhh.... so, for people saying "sex is over-hyped don't worry dude", I respect your comments and see your point but let me explain something along the front of M2K's POV. Context : I was born with a micropenis, and like most people in my situation, you don't realize it's such a negative thing until middle school locker rooms. Immediately I began to realize there was something wrong with me, and at my first job lifeguarding at the YMCA, I confided in someone I considered to be my best friend. I went to a party they invited me to, and after one too many drinks, they spilled the beans about my member size to what seemed like everyone within the vicinity. I was pointed and laughed at until I left the scene profusely crying all the way home. This was just the start. Some of my friendships would go south and consequently spread word of my condition to friends, professors, and even family. I became the laughing stock of my high school and rarely found refuge within my own home since my brother used it as a crutch for joke making within my immediate family. Like M2K, I continued to tell myself "it's okay, size has never mattered, you can do insane work with your tongue and no one will bat an eye at your condition." Unfortunately, after numerous sexual endeavors that have led to women either callously laughing at my member or ending our relationship just days after witnessing my physical condition, it becomes increasingly difficult to push darker thoughts aside. Needless to say, the immediate resolutions entailed by suicide alongside the justification of my situation makes it an increasingly appealing option as the days go on.
Explanation : No one actually understands how important the concept of sex is, that is, the ability to indulge in sex without even having sex. Simply knowing that you could have satisfactory sex at some point in time is all you need in order to be conscientiously content about your sex life, in the average case (there are definite exceptions to this where zero intimacy leads to depression). It sucks that male genitals are such a common joke among the general public because every time someone makes a penis joke, I (and I'm sure M2K as well) writhe with anger and all those suppressed thoughts are quickly brought back to mind. Ignoring all society constructs and personal longings, the underlying reason why we are all here, and the sole reason for any living thing that has walked this Earth, is to repopulate - Being at such a deficit with respect to the general population causes mental scarring that I didn't even understand was possible until recently. So while it may seem like M2K isn't too hindered by his condition, the emotional trauma caused by his condition does not allow him to see "the light at the end of the tunnel", and he's even explained that this shit gets worse with age (which is research much like mine that shows that your member size only decreases with age, yet another deterring fact regarding my situation). So what can you do? You often sit and ponder your options but become stuck in an endless loop of self pity and loathing. You attempt to remediate the situation in your own head, mentally, but this often brings you to research on the internet and seek help from doctors where the truth of the situation only becomes more prominent. It's a fucking ruthless thing, really. My sincerest regards to you Mew2King, I felt everything you said here and wish you the best of luck brother. Stay strong
