Back in 2016 i dmd this girl on Facebook. We chatted a lot. But I didn't take her number . One day I was on my balcony I saw a cute lightskin girl with the neighbor (it was her). I took my ball , did some soccer tricks to impress her. I didn't have the time to approach her. The neighbor told me about an activity at her school. The day came and I went.I talked with her friend (black girl), asked her number, she told me she didn't have a smartphone. At the end of the event ,I don't remember if I asked the lightskin her number or if she gave it to me but I got her number.
We got along, talked everyday,sent love emoji in texts.I was happy I found the one by sophomore year of HS. It was the first girl I really loved . Unfortunately I simped too much and fell into the pit of best friendzone. Even though I used to tell her I love her more than anything...etc .It wasn't enough. I gave her chocolate on Valentine's Day. I saw on her Whatsapp stories she was eating it with a guy ( she told me it was her cousin something like that). One day we were playing truth or dare on msg . I told her I was virgin (massive red flag),after that I got a dare to send her a picture of me naked in the bathroom. She was serious about it . I gave excuse to send my framelet ,dicklet body . I am sure she'd share this picture. Despite being 3 older than her , being a virgin fucked everything .
In the summer me and the guys in he neighborhood used to run and workout at this public place. I was so shocked how she got along with one of the guy (was flirting too). I was so embarrassed,I wanted to leave but everyone would have known why I left . I resisted this cringe cucked moment (I was invisible to her). I went home by feet ( about one hour distance,hot weatherrrrr). I realized everything was over . When I was about 2-3mins to get home . I saw her ,she jumped over me ,gave me a hug. I told her tomorrow I was going on vacation (she pretended she cared). Another day i went in the house of the guy . She was there . I'm sure he fucked her . I ignored her . After that ,she bit me in my arms ,neck ; sucks those parts and left marks. It was lifefuel but I realized I lost a girl I didn't have .
The neighbor told me the guys were trying to fuck her too. Even her brother tried too. Like rehab room said "there's no brother hood" .After I went in the vacation (USA 2017) I stopped talking to her . I saw her in 2021-2022 , she came in the neighborhood .She gave this short guy (he sexlife mog me to oblivion,has dread, piercings,swag) a hug (like people who have great relationships ),it was suifuel she just greeted me . I am sure the guy grabbed her ass. Maybe this guy fucked her too. The last time I saw her it was at my university. I took her number. When I got home I texted her , she asked "who " . She didn't saved my number. I saw she wasn't interested I told her . She became ugly , deleted her number, unfollow her on IG. She still watch my story on IG.
Maybe it was my only chance We would have 7 years together if everything went right. I loved her so much ,she was lightskin ,short ,big ass, smart .After her I never got close to a woman like her.But she was narcissistic and a whore. I am sure God spare me I didn't have a love relationship with her. I should have stopped when she said most of her friends are guys.
It was a massive suifuel when those guys were joking (I fucked her a lot) . I didn't have nudes of her ,touch her body. Maybe they thought it was obvious I fucked her or they were mocking me.
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