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I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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NiceLol that's me. I wrote that, notice same username.
Lol that's me. I wrote that, notice same username.
Do you live in Scotland?
How do you even cope dude?Lol that's me. I wrote that, notice same username.
Fucking brutal man. If i end up a friendless KHHV by my 30s, I'm probably going to rope away
How do you even cope dude?
Same here, did you go to uni? How was your experience there?Yup.
Same here, did you go to uni? How was your experience there?
Long boring story:
When I went I was still very naive, I knew I was kinda ugly but wasnt blackpilled fully in looks theory. Tried to mingle and talk to people but nobody was receptive. Couldnt really make or retain friends never got invited to parties or even got peoples phone numbers.
Complete rejection from women. Got told straight up that I was ugly and rated a 1/10 by several bitches at a party in front of everyone at my halls. Complete humiliation.
Was at angry at first but it corresponded to my life experiences of rejection and isolation.
Even other straight men didnt really want to be my friend - I'm too low status. Went to a few open door parties - where nobody is invited it's just free entry to all - but quickly got the message that I wasnt really welcome.
Brutal story - went to a party, no one talked to me, tried to talk to people but they made screwed up faces at me. One time I went into a room everyone stopped talking, looked at me, laughed, and stood up and left. I went to the main large room everyone was laughing, joking, playing some dumb game, I start to laugh and look like a normie, again everyone stops looks at me and the main party goer "lad" type says "um mate nobody even wants you here" and they erupted in laughter. Brutal blackpill. I left quickly after.
I honestly spent 2nd 3rd and 4th year cooped up in my room living with asian flatmates who I didnt interact with barely at all. I thought uni would be a new beginning from the hell that was high school but it was just continuation. Only good thing is I got access to dealers and drug coped.
Honestly I swear I'm just a normie in terms of my personality not autistic or crazy. Im just a legit 1/10 ugly subhuman genetic trash.
Seems brutal, I used to be bluepilled in first year and was annoyed that my parents didn't let me stay in the uni halls and that all my social woes were due to this (to be fair, commuting does reduce social opportunities) but now I am glad I didn't stay in halls.
What are you doing now? Do you have a job, are you living alone?
Working, living alone. Can drive. Not a complete neet loser. But literally being a khv with no friends at my age is beyond brutal.
I'm only 21 and still at uni, I can't imagine how brutal things will be for me in a few years, especially whilst being a curry.
Brutal, in scotland? I always feel curries have large families and support networks at least you can fall back on your ethnic community for belonging? Whites are the majority and very individualistic, so "community" to speak of doesnt exist. 21 is still young though, being a curry is tough though. Are you stemmaxxing? At least get a good job to deal with copes in the future? Is arranged marriage possible?
I am Indian curry, there is no real Indian community here, Pakistanis have a fairly sizeable and tight knit one in Glasgow though from what I've seen.
I live in a very white area, the last time I had friends were in high school, since then it's been radio silence, even at university the informal "study groups" are based on actual friendship circles.
Yeah, I am STEMmaxxing, it's still just depressing though, at best I will be earning a good wage with no social life, at worst I will be rotting.
It's tough man. Maybe india is an escape option in the future.
Darkweb markets are a godsend to drugcelsI barely do. I guess just endlessly scrolling the internet on useless sites plus learning to buy drugs on the darkweb and drugcope helped me.
Everyone's parents die but the difference is most ppl go on to create a family, we won't & will be isolated to the last.
I'm scared tbh. I don't want my parents to die and leave me.
most will also get divorce raped though and wish their ex wife dies a horrible deathEveryone's parents die but the difference is most ppl go on to create a family, we won't & will be isolated to the last.
Same they're the only people I talk to
I'm scared tbh. I don't want my parents to die and leave me.
Didn't used to be this way.most will also get divorce raped though and wish their ex wife dies a horrible death
Brutal take away pill.Its brutal but dont just passively sit there thinking things will magically get better on themselves.
You have to be active.
Main Take away
that was before the wife can just take all his shit.Didn't used to be this way.
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I HAD A RELATIONSHIP FOR 17 YEARS AND HAD SEX EVERY OTHER DAY WITH MY BF BUT YEA IM JUST LIKE YOU BECAUSE I HIT THE WALL AND GOT REJECTED BECAUSE MY PERSONALITY DETECTOR MALFUNCTIONED YET AGAIN
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They expect the monster & need us to be otherwise it fucks up their logic, expectations & spits in the face of how they assume everything is.it almost always gets worse. People here were doing a lot of coping the other day when I explained what it's actually like to be in your 30s and 40s. Sorry, but if you purposely harm your health to feel less of the pain, that is a massive cope. And the only "cure" for being an incel is to not be one. All of the optimism is literally based on deteriorating health and other diversions. If you try at other aspects of your life, it's only going to make that missing piece feel worse. Otherwise it's all copes and no better than walking around high or drunk 24/7 to numb the pain.
Another thing at Reddit I've noticed is when incels are brutally honest and self aware about their situations, people will say "You sound like an OK guy. Are you sure you're an incel? Maybe it just hasn't happened for you, yet" Yes, bitch he's an incel. It's never going to happen. Some of us take showers and can form coherent sentences and don't kill puppies and shit.
or coping soyboy redditcucksonly people who say it gets better with age are those who already have it
Oldcels are considered too far gone and defective according to soyciety. They only "redeem" themselves if they serve a sacrificial role or take it upon themselves to mentor younger generations sired by the older generations that bullied them.
That's what all those messed up antihero plots about an oldcel "redeeming" himself and sacrificing himself for soyciety are about.
Mumbai and the cities can be nice if you have money otherwise that billionaire guy wouldn't have his 1 billion skyscraper home thereIndia is kind of a shithole, I might just moneymaxx and buy a house in a nice area though, ethnic in the West, especially curry in very white area = death.