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People don't understand how hard I had it. I had a rough past as well as a good. I was a good looking kid who got bullied throughout his school years. Despite of all the bullying, I was very active and had a group of friends. I loved playing sports, video games, and with toys. I was also very social, unlike now. I suffered one of the most brutal puberties in human history. I was a 9/10 and dropped down to a 2/10. My biggest flaws today are my recessed jaw, chin and my big crooked nose. If I get those 3 things fixed, I might be able to turn back the clock. But for now I'm fucking ugly and there's no denying it. But if you think that I was an ugly kid too, you are deluded and I won't listen to you. At age 17, I got a lot of acne and my nose became very crooked because of my aging process. It was purely genetic and perhaps, it had to do with mouth breathing too. As for my mouth, the braces I had fucked it up and turned it into a fish mouth. My jawline and chin became very recessed as well. Throughout my early adult years, I developed a lot of acne scars due to the excessive acne. Overall, I felt much better in the past than I do now. Now I sleep most of the time and have no energy at all. My sleeping problem is making me gain more and more weight by the day. I could become obese the way I'm going. Back then, I was full of life and kept busy all the time despite the severe bullying. I changed drastically. People don't even recognize me as a kid. I'm a completely different person. Now as a man who's 20s are coming to a close, I'm very sluggish, inactive, have no motivation and of course, have a very odd look to me which could be the primary issue that's holding me back from succeeding and being positive. I guess that I was destined to be an incel all along. My good looks were temporary. See the truth in the link. *In honor of young Johnny, who once was a happy person.https://i.imgur.com/KsV0B3k.png
