
Autismgod
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I was around 11/12 years old, I was walking through the school alleys, lurking on some polish imageboards on my phone.
A group of foids my age were sitting here and talking loudly, playing truth or dare.
I'm walking, not reacting to them, then randomly from behind someone grabs me for a second and says "its just a dare", then runs away.
I pull her hands away and tell her to fuck off, then she just runs away and laughs loud.
The rest of them were still sitting here and laughing and saying things like "eww thats so gross, hes so ugly" and just kept saying stuff like that while I walked away.
I didnt even bother to tell teachers or family or no one, because no one ever believed me, and I didn't have any IRL friends.
It turns out they dared her to hug me, she didnt even hug me (im still KHHV) just put her hands on my back and get close to me until i told her to fuck off.
School was brutal for autists like me, i still have nightmares of memories similar to that (a lot).
A year later at 13 I threatened to ER all of them and they made me switch schools and go to therapy. (I wrote a post about it some time ago)

A group of foids my age were sitting here and talking loudly, playing truth or dare.
I'm walking, not reacting to them, then randomly from behind someone grabs me for a second and says "its just a dare", then runs away.
I pull her hands away and tell her to fuck off, then she just runs away and laughs loud.
The rest of them were still sitting here and laughing and saying things like "eww thats so gross, hes so ugly" and just kept saying stuff like that while I walked away.
I didnt even bother to tell teachers or family or no one, because no one ever believed me, and I didn't have any IRL friends.
It turns out they dared her to hug me, she didnt even hug me (im still KHHV) just put her hands on my back and get close to me until i told her to fuck off.
School was brutal for autists like me, i still have nightmares of memories similar to that (a lot).
A year later at 13 I threatened to ER all of them and they made me switch schools and go to therapy. (I wrote a post about it some time ago)