Venting Brain rot

[Sanxuary]

So today I was going to get some goyslop in a fast food shop. I memorized my order and did the working out so I had enough change. So I went, and for some reason whenever I go outside I become retarded and slow. I made my way to the shop. Told him my order which I when I started speaking had a hard time remembering sort of a fog. But I fortunately made it though. Then I told him to put some extra red salt on my fries so far so good. But after that I had forgotten I had ordered 3 meals so of course I was given 3 drinks of my choice. I stupidly said " can I get 4" he said "why" I then remembered and out of ego still continued to get the extra drink. I acted confused and said " oh so the amount of drinks you get are the same as the meal they equalise each other", " I thought you get an extra drink when you order a meal", he said " its for an extra 1" I said " oh cant you give it for free" he said " you're high my man" with a smirk on his face. I knew I embarrassed myself. I went to a sweet store got myself a chocolate bar and headed home filled with regret and annoyance. Why couldn't I socialise properly. I'm such a failure. Sigh

 

[Moroccancel]

Did not read man, sorry.

 

[Sanxuary]

I have been rotting for far too long I also stuttered heavily. It's so over for me

 

[Sanxuary]

Did not read man, sorry.

 

[Jedi Master Cock ru]

Sorry to hear that brocel. I know if it were me I’d be beating myself up (possibly literally) after that.

It sounds like he gave you an out though, being high, and didn’t take it personally or even as a reflection of you. So it’s not like you “lost face.” But still I get that it’s an embarrassing experience.

 

[Zhou Chang-Xing]

So today I was going to get some goyslop in a fast food shop. I memorized my order and did the working out so I had enough change. So I went, and for some reason whenever I go outside I become retarded and slow. I made my way to the shop. Told him my order which I when I started speaking had a hard time remembering sort of a fog. But I fortunately made it though. Then I told him to put some extra red salt on my fries so far so good. But after that I had forgotten I had ordered 3 meals so of course I was given 3 drinks of my choice. I stupidly said " can I get 4" he said "why" I then remembered and out of ego still continued to get the extra drink. I acted confused and said " oh so the amount of drinks you get are the same as the meal they equalise each other", " I thought you get an extra drink when you order a meal", he said " its for an extra 1" I said " oh cant you give it for free" he said " you're high my man" with a smirk on his face. I knew I embarrassed myself. I went to a sweet store got myself a chocolate bar and headed home filled with regret and annoyance. Why couldn't I socialise properly. I'm such a failure. Sigh

Sounds like a symptom of depression.

 

[Sanxuary]

Sorry to hear that brocel. I know if it were me I’d be beating myself up (possibly literally) after that.

It sounds like he gave you an out though, being high, and didn’t take it personally or even as a reflection of you. So it’s not like you “lost face.” But still I get that it’s an embarrassing experience.

I made far too many spelling and grammar mistakes. Jfc I'm so miserable. My brain is fried so he was probably right

 

[sadcel05x.r]

Brain rot is awful

 

[Sanxuary]

Fuck he gave me an extra 20 back I knew something was wrong. No Extra cheese for me

 

[der_komische]

i read this in patrick bateman voice

 

[LesscoBlob]

Sounds like a symptom of depression.

Depression can temporarily lower one's IQ.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

It’s not embarrassing, that just seems funny.

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

Low IQ I know because I have it certified by military testing, it sucks.

 

[Sanxuary]

Low IQ I know because I have it certified by military testing, it sucks.

Lol I think it's brain rot. I can be high functioning as wel. It's just when I go outside I suck with interactions

 

[BornToLose]

Over for retardcels.

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

Lol I think it's brain rot. I can be high functioning as wel. It's just when I go outside I suck with interactions

No there is no such thing as brainrot, many high intellect novelists, philosophers and inventors spend years locked inside a room and produced works of art and theorems that benefitted all the fields of science you are just retarded like me and 99% of other genuine truecels here, it's hard when you think you are average or normal but you are actually below that's what I thought before I did my basic training and got the lowest possible score still eligible for entry into the army as a pointman, I expected at least a 5 or 6 but got a 4.

 

[Sanxuary]

No there is no such thing as brainrot, many high intellect novelists, philosophers and inventors spend years locked inside a room and produced works of art and theorems that benefitted all the fields of science you are just retarded like me and 99% of other genuine truecels here, it's hard when you think you are average or normal but you are actually below that's what I thought before I did my basic training and got the lowest possible score still eligible for entry into the army as a pointman, I expected at least a 5 or 6 but got a 4.

You're taking the extreme 0.1% of people. Brain rot is certainly real, isolation can and has been proven to worsen your socialising skills and has accelerated decline of cognitive abilities. I have always performed quite well in school maybe you could be thinking In a close minded perspective. Your personal experiences don't apply to me. Sorry to say brocel,you're alone on this one.

 

[buried_alive]

I can see how you have brain rot. This is barely coherent.

It's absolutely a consequence of inceldom. In me it causes brain fog, lose focus and irritability.

 

[Sanxuary]

I can see how you have brain rot. This is barely coherent.

It's absolutely a consequence of inceldom. In me it causes brain fog, lose focus and irritability.

I admit that I wasn't in the best mental state when I made this. The pure anger I felt led to irrationality

 

[Quoj]

Relatable, inceldom and rot lifestyle truly fucks with your abilities

 

[Sanxuary]

Relatable, inceldom and rot lifestyle truly fucks with your abilities

Agreed

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCXFBO_Gp4I

 

[depressedblackcel]

Sad read honestly.

 

[eldercelder]

I think paragraphs help. This could have been at least two, maybe three. A bit too long and boxy to be only one paragraph. There's a reason we have paragraphs.

No, I'm not trying to be a dick. I really think this would be a more manageable read with a little paragraphing.

 

[Sanxuary]

I think paragraphs help. This could have been at least two, maybe three. A bit too long and boxy to be only one paragraph. There's a reason we have paragraphs.

No, I'm not trying to be a dick. I really think this would be a more manageable read with a little paragraphing.

I honestly just wanted to let it out. didn't care about anything else

 

[Job_Cohen]

Last time i opened the door for delivery i literally started crying when i gave the cash to the 15 year old delivery boy. Then i apologized and closed the door, but forgot to accept the food. The kid kept ringing the bell for like 5 minutes until my mom opened the door, while i laid in fetal position in my room.

Nowadays i just tell ubereats to leave the food in front of my door

 

[Sanxuary]

Last time i opened the door for delivery i literally started crying when i gave the cash to the 15 year old delivery boy. Then i apologized and closed the door, but forgot to accept the food. The kid kept ringing the bell for like 5 minutes until my mom opened the door, while i laid in fetal position in my room.

Nowadays i just tell ubereats to leave the food in front of my door

I don't mind deliveries, it's the anxiety that I get from interacting with other people in an open environment. And the cashier that serves me is obnoxious.

 

[fang]

I can't talk to the cashier and only use the self-service kiosk

 

[Sanxuary]

I can't talk to the cashier and only use the self-service kiosk

I mean in a small fast food shop. No option