I relapsed from a long nofap streak a few days ago, I was tired of having random boners all the time. Lasted two and a half hours watching solo shows. Shot like eight fucking feet away and it sounded like I threw a pebble at the wall when it hit the wall. Thought that would lower my T and the boners would go away for awhile. No. Thoughts of female attention=boner, female smiles at me=boner, female touches me=boner, wind breeze near my crotch=boner. I have thought about taping my dick to my thigh to keep it from rising up. I shit you not, my dick does not belong to me, some fat granny could probably get me hard with the power of her mind alone. Is there such thing as penile spell casting? I could be at the gas station and some landwhale could pull up with her cuck husband next to me and if she looks at me I'll get a boner. I want to stop boners because females like boners and I don't like the idea of giving females what they want, especially if I have no control over it. Why can't I just get boners only when I want to have boners? Imagine if pussies got wet as easy as dicks got hard. If I could make a pussy wet just by existing (being a Chad) I'd be an evil man. Soyboys are scum but I understand the medical use of soymilk for reducing erection frequencies now. Being ugly and high T is hell on earth. I have a boner right now and I don't even know why.
