outherebrothers
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Those of you who may remember me from back along will know that I've being a hardcore Alcoholiccel since I was 16 (22 years) and I wrote numerous threads about my tales through life on here.
Well I did go sober from 6th December 2019 as I nearly died through it all (I posted about it at the time) and remained sober until late May this year. Going to rehab for 3 months after hospital and then enforced lockdown for months afterwards (as well as pubs staying closed for over a year where I live) certainly helped keep me stay sober as well as save money like I haven't done before for as long as I can remember, £3400 by May this year.
Me being me though, when pubs reopened and with me having finally having moved to my 'forever home' as it were in a new town, (after all those years as a Homelesscel) having spent 18 months sober I thought "Fuck it, bored beyond insane and have money, let's Google the cheapest/seediest pub in town and phone a taxi."
Low and behold the pub is exactly like the one in the old town I lived in for 14 years and was a Homelesscel in, full of Alcoholic Oldcels who haven't likely had a woman since the 70's, although unlike where I used to live I don't think any are actual virgin Incels/Locationcels as where I used to live was in the middle of nowhere so I actually wasn't the only middle-aged virgin Incel in that place. They're all cool though, chewed up by life such us myself so I've spent practically the last 5 months in there getting bollocksed drunk. Right up until last Sunday when money was running out and I actually ended up on my credit card which snapped me out of it as I'm fucked if I'm getting that bad that I use a credit card, just to sit in a pub full of Oldcels and drink when I can just drink at home when I'm that broke lol.
Got about £30 left until Monday then I get Disabilitybux again, I got plenty of food in so I'm fine until then. Had it's good points though, at least I've fitted in with all the Alcoholic Oldcels and have somewhere to go whenever I get bored, oh and I scored a 50 inch Smart Tv off one of the Oldcels in the pub for £30 so
I got my last 52 inch in a pub in my old village as well as they were upgrading and they gave it to me, I'm good at this shit lol Back when I dossing in the crackden kitchen, I don't miss those days.
Anyhow I worked out if I stay in for 6 months, with food/bill money taken out, I should have £1800 saved, so in 12 months I'll have £3600 saved and will be right back where I was before. So I'll Hermitcel it up for most of the next year and have a nice cushion of money again, plus at least I have a load of Oldcel contacts now and somewhere to go for company. One of them I met is a decorator and lives in the same block as me and he said he'd wallpaper my flat in the new year so good stuff.
P.S: I only ended up in hospital once (for an 8 day stint) during that whole 5 month binge, which is good/lucky going by my history lol
Well I did go sober from 6th December 2019 as I nearly died through it all (I posted about it at the time) and remained sober until late May this year. Going to rehab for 3 months after hospital and then enforced lockdown for months afterwards (as well as pubs staying closed for over a year where I live) certainly helped keep me stay sober as well as save money like I haven't done before for as long as I can remember, £3400 by May this year.
Me being me though, when pubs reopened and with me having finally having moved to my 'forever home' as it were in a new town, (after all those years as a Homelesscel) having spent 18 months sober I thought "Fuck it, bored beyond insane and have money, let's Google the cheapest/seediest pub in town and phone a taxi."
Low and behold the pub is exactly like the one in the old town I lived in for 14 years and was a Homelesscel in, full of Alcoholic Oldcels who haven't likely had a woman since the 70's, although unlike where I used to live I don't think any are actual virgin Incels/Locationcels as where I used to live was in the middle of nowhere so I actually wasn't the only middle-aged virgin Incel in that place. They're all cool though, chewed up by life such us myself so I've spent practically the last 5 months in there getting bollocksed drunk. Right up until last Sunday when money was running out and I actually ended up on my credit card which snapped me out of it as I'm fucked if I'm getting that bad that I use a credit card, just to sit in a pub full of Oldcels and drink when I can just drink at home when I'm that broke lol.
Got about £30 left until Monday then I get Disabilitybux again, I got plenty of food in so I'm fine until then. Had it's good points though, at least I've fitted in with all the Alcoholic Oldcels and have somewhere to go whenever I get bored, oh and I scored a 50 inch Smart Tv off one of the Oldcels in the pub for £30 so
I got my last 52 inch in a pub in my old village as well as they were upgrading and they gave it to me, I'm good at this shit lol Back when I dossing in the crackden kitchen, I don't miss those days.
Anyhow I worked out if I stay in for 6 months, with food/bill money taken out, I should have £1800 saved, so in 12 months I'll have £3600 saved and will be right back where I was before. So I'll Hermitcel it up for most of the next year and have a nice cushion of money again, plus at least I have a load of Oldcel contacts now and somewhere to go for company. One of them I met is a decorator and lives in the same block as me and he said he'd wallpaper my flat in the new year so good stuff.
P.S: I only ended up in hospital once (for an 8 day stint) during that whole 5 month binge, which is good/lucky going by my history lol