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Incel801
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So ive been inceling for over a year now since a bitter rejection sent me into a final downward spiral. this has been a steady thing in my life since my teen years and i had finally had enough. blackpill was the answer i had been trying to avoid throughout my adult years and am satisfied now that I have seen myself for who i am and hopefully stopped most of the cringe-worthy behavior in my past where i thought i had a chance with women out of my league.
that being said Im not a virgin, a sex addict really with many many escorts under my belt. I am straight UGLY with a boring personality,I am socially inept loser with terrible anxiety around women. but im not a virgin and without doubt very sexually confident. I know i can rock a woman's world if she gave me the chance.
I have fucked fatties before that thought they were gonna get paid but they were too fat to get my $. so i have atleast fucked a few women without paying even if they were refrigerator size. so in reality i dont belong on an incel board since i basically tricked a few whales to have non-paid sex.
My tinder experience was absolutely horrible. most all women i met were outright mortified when they saw me. BUT i had ONE experience where i got a handjob from a middle aged Vietnamese woman after a movie(22 jump street). She ended up being religious and part of an insurance multi-level marketing scam and i couldnt see myself getting invested trying to bang anyone that crazy.
so here i am about to go a atleast go through the motions again. I feel like now with antidepressants and my blackpill knowledge of where i stand maybe i wont be so awkward as i used to be when conversing with women.I'm about to load up tinder and ok cupid again to get ignored by ham-beasts that i feel are way below me.
wish me luck brothers, i love you all
that being said Im not a virgin, a sex addict really with many many escorts under my belt. I am straight UGLY with a boring personality,I am socially inept loser with terrible anxiety around women. but im not a virgin and without doubt very sexually confident. I know i can rock a woman's world if she gave me the chance.
I have fucked fatties before that thought they were gonna get paid but they were too fat to get my $. so i have atleast fucked a few women without paying even if they were refrigerator size. so in reality i dont belong on an incel board since i basically tricked a few whales to have non-paid sex.
My tinder experience was absolutely horrible. most all women i met were outright mortified when they saw me. BUT i had ONE experience where i got a handjob from a middle aged Vietnamese woman after a movie(22 jump street). She ended up being religious and part of an insurance multi-level marketing scam and i couldnt see myself getting invested trying to bang anyone that crazy.
so here i am about to go a atleast go through the motions again. I feel like now with antidepressants and my blackpill knowledge of where i stand maybe i wont be so awkward as i used to be when conversing with women.I'm about to load up tinder and ok cupid again to get ignored by ham-beasts that i feel are way below me.
wish me luck brothers, i love you all