
thebuddhacel
the truecel buddhist
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In the last months I'm being too depressed too sad. My mom realized that, almost everyday she comments about my mood. She also asks when I will have a gf. I'm 26.
I'm apathetic, depressed, sad and suicidal, I said for me "Fuck it! Mom, give me one hour of your time, lets talk".
I said everything about blackpill for her. Many terrible things about blackpill and about my life. I said mostly about my subhuman genetics. I said everything that I hated in my, my body, balding, dick, height etc.. I also blamed her and my (dead) father to put me in this world to suffer.
Her face was very very sad. When I stopped all the conversation, she didn't said many things.
She just said that she never knew about my problems, she is happy having me as son, and would do anything to fix my problems even if that costs money (unfortunatelly money can't correct anything on me)
She also confirmed 2 blackpills for me. She confirmed the dickpill (although i'm not a dicklet anymore this was brutal for me), she said she already rejected a guy because his dick and said for me to stop gym if I don't want do be like him lol.
And she said that she know that probably I won't will have a gf and live with her forever.
So guys this is more a vent to be honest, I still love my mom ( please don't hatecomments on her {but whatever lol}), but now she knows who trully i'm. I said everything about me and black pill.
I suggest for you all do this too and see what happens.
I'm apathetic, depressed, sad and suicidal, I said for me "Fuck it! Mom, give me one hour of your time, lets talk".
I said everything about blackpill for her. Many terrible things about blackpill and about my life. I said mostly about my subhuman genetics. I said everything that I hated in my, my body, balding, dick, height etc.. I also blamed her and my (dead) father to put me in this world to suffer.
Her face was very very sad. When I stopped all the conversation, she didn't said many things.
She just said that she never knew about my problems, she is happy having me as son, and would do anything to fix my problems even if that costs money (unfortunatelly money can't correct anything on me)
She also confirmed 2 blackpills for me. She confirmed the dickpill (although i'm not a dicklet anymore this was brutal for me), she said she already rejected a guy because his dick and said for me to stop gym if I don't want do be like him lol.
And she said that she know that probably I won't will have a gf and live with her forever.
So guys this is more a vent to be honest, I still love my mom ( please don't hatecomments on her {but whatever lol}), but now she knows who trully i'm. I said everything about me and black pill.
I suggest for you all do this too and see what happens.