Blackpill has totally ruined me

[Incel801]

I thought I was gonna break free and go back to online dating and do the things that I used to do. Now this site and blackpill has taken away my copes peeled the curtains back for me to gaze upon the harsh reality of my existence.

So I get on tinder and get a few matches and my dopamine goes sky high. I msg them after a few hours and one immediately blocks me. The other gives me a short reply. I wait till the next morning and try to get the convos going asked what she does for a living...annnd she blocks me. I notice I get a match from an older lady who seems wealthy by her picks and by that time she blocked me too without me saying anything.

OkCupid...zero interest, nothing

So I'm deleted my accounts again and just want to rot in bed..I'm going to the doctor today to try and get some antidepressants. I want to kill myself already but I'm staying at a friend's house and promised I would take care of his pets while he is away.  I think I have a few months left and I'm gonna OD on heroin.

I wish I could go back in time when I was ignorant and didn't think I was THAT ugly.  I used to think that I just didn't know how to talk to women and I kept making mistakes.. that's just a load of shit and the biggest cope in the world. Truth is I'm uglier than most of the guys here...I'm sub-subhuman

 

[Zielony4]

Damn, it's over for us. I really hate getting a bit of hope, and then femails decide to ruin it, like they ruin everything.

 

[jagged0]

you never unshallow the blackpill.

 

[Deleted member 306]

Blackpill merely showed you the light

 

[coldmachinery]

The blackpill is the strongest dose of reality I've had dumped on me and for a long time it was hard to justify existing for anything beyond copes. Still is, sometimes. If you're feeling like you are going to kill yourself, PM me if you want to talk man.

 

[Incel801]

There's nothing left to talk about. Only time I feel alive is when I am with a prostitute. They can make you feel like you are actually human but once your hour is up reality sets back in.

I'm old..I've been here for too long. it's time to see what comes next. Just don't want to leave my friend hanging or have him deal with the aftermath of my sui. Once my responsibility is done..I am going back home and doing what needs to be done. I'm not even scared anymore

 

[nausea]

I have 2 attempts under my belt

now I fuel my spirit with jihad

 

[LeagueEuW]

They initially swiped right because of your main photo(the best looking one). And when they saw the rest they determined you to be genetically inferior.

That said, antidepressants helped me get out of my black pill induced depression. Wellbutrin specifically.

 

[nausea]

That said, antidepressants helped me get out of my black pill induced depression. Wellbutrin specifically.

I am on paroxetine

 

[coldmachinery]

There's nothing left to talk about. Only time I feel alive is when I am with a prostitute. They can make you feel like you are actually human but once your hour is up reality sets back in.
I'm old..I've been here for too long. it's time to see what comes next. Just don't want to leave my friend hanging or have him deal with the aftermath of my sui. Once my responsibility is done..I am going back home and doing what needs to be done. I'm not even scared anymore

You sound like Eddie

[video=youtube]https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6X2dCkOI6LY[/video]

 

[Incel801]

You sound like Eddie

[video=youtube]https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6X2dCkOI6LY[/video]

Omg its me!!! Thank you for the laugh it was needed

 

[coldmachinery]

You sound like Eddie
[video=youtube]https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6X2dCkOI6LY[/video]

Omg its me!!! Thank you for the laugh it was needed

♡

 

[BlackPillDealer]

You will go through a period of grief. But if you manage to get through it without resorting to the rope, you will soon realize that the black pill has liberated you.

If truly embraced, it will innoculate you against future roastie mind control. It will spare you from ending up in betabux economic slavery to some landwhale or worn out post wall slut out of bluepill desperation.

 

[BeepBeepAmJeep]

I have 2 attempts under my belt

now I fuel my spirit with jihad

Absolutely based. I too hope to take out cucks and feminists out before I die.

 

[nausea]

Absolutely based. I too hope to take out cucks and feminists out before I die.

what is "based"? forgive my ignorance

 

[BeepBeepAmJeep]

what is "based"? forgive my ignorance

Based means good, clever, above the rest, etc.

 

[coldmachinery]

I have 2 attempts under my belt
now I fuel my spirit with jihad

Absolutely based. I too hope to take out cucks and feminists out before I die.

 

[Deleted member 1039]

Lmfao!

 

[BeepBeepAmJeep]

Kek'd but I'd use a truck. Way more effective than a gun unless you have a high place to shoot like the vegas shooter.

 

[coldmachinery]

Kek'd but I'd use a truck. Way more effective than a gun unless you have a high place to shoot like the vegas shooter.

>shooter
>not shooters

 

[BlackPill47]

Sounds like you're still in the rage/depression stage, bro. It gets better. You eventually give no fucks about anything, which is perfect.