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I am not taking this shit any longer. Today my parents forced me to go out to see a new campus where they want me to continue to study (sadly have to do another degree, because Bachelor is in globohomo states worthless) and work. Looked at it and immediately wanted to vomit. The first girls (roughly 18/19) gave me again these vile looks of instinctive disgust (that "Ewww!"-Face that normally cockroaches or other invertebrates get). Each generation of whores gets worse in their expression of hatred/contempt towards sub-chads.
I also looked at the people and what I saw disgusted me even more. The attractive girls were without a single exception all not in the companionshit of a male - most males (including chadlites/chads of the zoomer generation) would probably not even dare to approach them and if they did they would get rejected, they probably just jump from giga-chad dick to giga-chad dick while drunk and wait for tera-chad. The (white) chads/chadlites all had to resort to JBW-Maxxing and what they got was also shit. Post-wall Asia whores and unironically morbidly obese sheboons. Ethnic males mostly unaccompanied.
For a white chad/chadlite it's far simpler to get a below average looking ethnic whore than trying to get a white girl because the former will be thankful, while the others act like the snobby high nobility. This fucks average ethnics/below average ethnics up.
And below average white girls then will sattle for non-white chads (mostly Chaddams/Tyrones), because most non-whites are pathological simps that constantly overrate white pussy and would do everything to get it (even putting up with the ludicrous demands of a EuRopean female, something that a white chad wouldn't do because he goes for the easier attainable ethnic woman with lower emotional/material maintenance costs and higher gratitude).
This again fucks up (below) average whites (average whites would only get laid in SEA or with the absolute detritus of ethnic women in a EuRopean country). The only entirely autochthonous couple I saw was a manlet with a chad-tier face (like a marble statue) and a morbidly obese white whore with a slutty tan. Of course boomers aren't counted because they live(d) in a reality without dating apps and therefore represent a parallel reality almost. Normalfags do maybe get laid in other countries, but here they could only get laid via fucking a drunk/drugged femoid once in a blue moon (that's why so many of them are druggies and also most of the time they will just be exploited for booze/drugs).
And then the parents sat down with me and I didn't manage to remain polite because they wanted me to move there despite my many refusals. "This place will be so good for you" and other shit, "There are far less people and closer relationships therefore!" - shut the fuck up, I prefer the anonymity, as long as I am anonymous/just another face in the crowd I am safe, with "closer knowledge" about me I would certainly bullied (and I would be in the exact same position as in high school). Real friends or even a GF are illusoric for me in my country.
I barely managed to contain my vitriol and hatred that had accumulated itself. I unironically hope for a lockdown that never ends. I hope that COVID mutates in fact, would be better, no socialization with new college pals for the little whores and chads and also more cheating possibilities for low-effort-pilled STEMcels. And it was not just whores and the couples that forced this decision but also logistical aspects (like for example driving/knowing how a system works), I choose the known evil always over something that I don't know. And it won't make a difference because with my height/looks/diagnosed Autism I am a permacel in EuRope anyways and wouldn't find friends/a GF (like so far where I only got exploited by "friends" that laughed about me behind my back).
I unironically wish that the Black Pill was just a lie on the Internet, I wish that it wouldn't be reinforced whenever I went out.
I also looked at the people and what I saw disgusted me even more. The attractive girls were without a single exception all not in the companionshit of a male - most males (including chadlites/chads of the zoomer generation) would probably not even dare to approach them and if they did they would get rejected, they probably just jump from giga-chad dick to giga-chad dick while drunk and wait for tera-chad. The (white) chads/chadlites all had to resort to JBW-Maxxing and what they got was also shit. Post-wall Asia whores and unironically morbidly obese sheboons. Ethnic males mostly unaccompanied.
For a white chad/chadlite it's far simpler to get a below average looking ethnic whore than trying to get a white girl because the former will be thankful, while the others act like the snobby high nobility. This fucks average ethnics/below average ethnics up.
And below average white girls then will sattle for non-white chads (mostly Chaddams/Tyrones), because most non-whites are pathological simps that constantly overrate white pussy and would do everything to get it (even putting up with the ludicrous demands of a EuRopean female, something that a white chad wouldn't do because he goes for the easier attainable ethnic woman with lower emotional/material maintenance costs and higher gratitude).
This again fucks up (below) average whites (average whites would only get laid in SEA or with the absolute detritus of ethnic women in a EuRopean country). The only entirely autochthonous couple I saw was a manlet with a chad-tier face (like a marble statue) and a morbidly obese white whore with a slutty tan. Of course boomers aren't counted because they live(d) in a reality without dating apps and therefore represent a parallel reality almost. Normalfags do maybe get laid in other countries, but here they could only get laid via fucking a drunk/drugged femoid once in a blue moon (that's why so many of them are druggies and also most of the time they will just be exploited for booze/drugs).
And then the parents sat down with me and I didn't manage to remain polite because they wanted me to move there despite my many refusals. "This place will be so good for you" and other shit, "There are far less people and closer relationships therefore!" - shut the fuck up, I prefer the anonymity, as long as I am anonymous/just another face in the crowd I am safe, with "closer knowledge" about me I would certainly bullied (and I would be in the exact same position as in high school). Real friends or even a GF are illusoric for me in my country.
I barely managed to contain my vitriol and hatred that had accumulated itself. I unironically hope for a lockdown that never ends. I hope that COVID mutates in fact, would be better, no socialization with new college pals for the little whores and chads and also more cheating possibilities for low-effort-pilled STEMcels. And it was not just whores and the couples that forced this decision but also logistical aspects (like for example driving/knowing how a system works), I choose the known evil always over something that I don't know. And it won't make a difference because with my height/looks/diagnosed Autism I am a permacel in EuRope anyways and wouldn't find friends/a GF (like so far where I only got exploited by "friends" that laughed about me behind my back).
I unironically wish that the Black Pill was just a lie on the Internet, I wish that it wouldn't be reinforced whenever I went out.
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