Pennywise
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I see this term being thrown around. Mostly to insult the antinatalism crowd and MGTOW folks, etc. However, it can apply to incels, since we also do not have children. Basically, biological failure is a term that means that you are a genetic dead end. It assumes that the role every organism is to procreate. If you remain incel your entire life and you fail to procreate, you are, by this definition, a biological failure. Sometimes I feel this way, and honestly, it gets worse the older that I get. My own mother told me that by her age, she and my father both expected to be grandparents. But she acknowledges that I "at least tried". I feel bad for them. I really do. I sort of got over not having a kid, but I think everyone who has children, hopes to also become grandparents some day. I feel like I failed my parents. But I tried my damnedest to find someone when I was in my 20s and 30s, it just never fucking happened. No one wanted a sub-5, severely awkward, horrible framed, horrible toothed, extremely eccentric, emotionally deadpanned, autistic boyfriend. The looks came first as the primary reason for my initial inceldom, then the rest of the baggage followed. Now I am almost 40 and I am physically disabled also, and -really is over- guys. I don't think I'll ever get over this feeling that I let my family down though. My brothers are also incels. No sisters. Fucking brutal. Its the fucking end of our family line. Does anyone else feel this way? I think the older you get as an oldcel, the worse it gets too. Not just the complete inability to find a romantic partner, but also the complete inability to procreate. Some incels talk about finding a surrogate mother to continue their family line. I don't think that's for me; I'd never be able to afford it. But if you can, I guess its not a completely terrible idea.