Venting Beyond Insanity

[Feeshtu]

I have gone completely crazy.
I’ve been under a lot of stress for a very long time.

I’ve come to the point when now I have to wash my hands twice. If I touch anything, I have to wash my hands twice. If I don’t, I freak out in a panic.

I’ve become aware of people that are out of place. I am being followed and watched.
No, this is not paranoia or a delusion.
This has made me super stressed out.

I have to eat all my food from sealed containers so it’s harder to poison me. If I eat at a restaurant, I feel intense anxiety all day. So, I just don’t go to restaurants any more.

Thankfully, I am mostly healed from my surgery. So I am now back into my running.
Besides running, I also like music and video games.
These things help, but not enough.

 

[BornToLose]

OCD.

 

[EnglishCel]

Must be horrible being a schizo.

 

[Luzifer]

 

[El Diablo]

What surgery?

Penis enlargement

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

Nigga so lonely he became schizo

 

[Lonelyus]