OOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH Heaven.
I just took a hit off my nicotine quickmist (1 mg) and within 10 minutes my hunger has dropped already around 50%. This is the perfect solution. In a few hours I might get a headache. But I'm gonna keep trying to do one spray a day to keep the hunger away.
Also I've read albuterol (ventolin - asthma puffer) works the same as clenbuterol but with shorter activity. I have some asthma so I'm gonna see about picking up a new puffer and trying that in the morning instead of clen. Clen lasts in your system forever which is why it keeps me up all night. Some puffs of ventolin the morning should wear off by night.
I'm 16/8 Intermittent Fasting, 4 hours biking per week, weight lifting 3-4 x/week ==> 1000-1400 cal daily deficits with 100 grams protein/day until i see strong abs, then I switch to bulk.
Seeing abs forming is massive lifefuel. Life long dream coming true.
My body is not good enough for anything. I grew into an omega body composition probably from a childhood of playing Nintendo. Need to escape now.
If I can get big dick and a ripped body plus the surgeries I've already had I might escape. Definitely if I do some more surgery I will escape but that gets risky... I'm getting tired of all this maxing. I wish I was just born right. But I will bend nature to my will and fuck it in the ass.
Took a sleeping pill like
@LilFatty suggested to sleep more. So now I'm becoming less coherent. Got too many chemicals in me but the cocktail feels right.
There should be an entire medical clinic/field designed to help incels looksmax and exceed their purgatories. You go in and meet an endocrinologist, a facial surgeon, a LL surgeon, a shrink, urologist, and a personal trainer. They look at your shitty existence and work out a plan to get you to at least 5-6/10. eg. Nose job, hair drugs, 3" LL, steroids fat burners and weight lifting, mood boosting meds, non surgical dick maxing.
That's how you cure an ugly incel.
If this was a woman's issue those clinics would already exist and they'd be tax funded.