man the worst thing is being ugly and mentally ill its like people treat u worse than dogs. in my experience people avoided me and left me to rot in darkness for years. i remeber i masturbate at night because i feel so depressed and then the post nut clarity hits and makes me worse. are people that cruel and evil smh. and also no one really helps you in anyway u have to do everything alone whether its good or bad. i think the most brutal part of all of this is being outcasted by society and the mental pain that u go through thats the worst of all of them.
