justkeepingitreal
Happily LDARing.
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- Jun 1, 2023
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-At home I am the oldest of 4 i am by far the ugliest and balding my younger brother is taller way more handsome and i used to get blamed by default by my parents at anything literally anything the moment anything goes wrong iam suspect 0, my siblings they used to pick on me for my height and the way i look whenever any argument goes on i am blamed and iam on the wrong and i get punished even if i am completely on the right they twist things off and blatantly turn me guilty and get me punished (getting beaten severely and get no money) my sibling were aware that i was a black sheep so they always picked up on me and even threatened to make a problem and get me punished more than once.
-at school was the quietest kid no friends got bullied to pulp more often than not (everyday) girls would get disgusted at my sight and treat me like an insect guys also picked up one me and i got into many fights just because i wasn't good looking and always was the one to get punished, since i had no friends they made up stuff and got their friends to testify with them
-at uni still getting the same treatment girls pucker their faces at my sight still and guys treat me like I am beneath them.
School uni and home because i can't go to other places during covid i used to get out more often because of masks but now i don't.
There is no way out of this i was made to suffer, the endless nights i have cried because of this, numerous prayers to god to get me out of this even if it meant my demise, billion times i was made to apologize to people that have hurt me, always looked at in disgust while every body thinks that i deserve to die, the amount of posts and tweets i have seen telling me that i should die because i am below average height and don't deserve to breath the same air because i am ugly.
-at school was the quietest kid no friends got bullied to pulp more often than not (everyday) girls would get disgusted at my sight and treat me like an insect guys also picked up one me and i got into many fights just because i wasn't good looking and always was the one to get punished, since i had no friends they made up stuff and got their friends to testify with them
-at uni still getting the same treatment girls pucker their faces at my sight still and guys treat me like I am beneath them.
School uni and home because i can't go to other places during covid i used to get out more often because of masks but now i don't.
There is no way out of this i was made to suffer, the endless nights i have cried because of this, numerous prayers to god to get me out of this even if it meant my demise, billion times i was made to apologize to people that have hurt me, always looked at in disgust while every body thinks that i deserve to die, the amount of posts and tweets i have seen telling me that i should die because i am below average height and don't deserve to breath the same air because i am ugly.
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