iblamechildhood
Greyest of them all
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I’m racemixed. My mother is a nordic finno-ugric woman, pure nordic genes. My father is a native tunisian amazigh, from the southern parts of the sahara.
Nowadays you hear foids talking about lightskin boys, how attractive they are so on and so forth. It’s brutal how much hope that gave me as the young 15 year old boy I was years ago, hoping meaby girls would like me for my genes. I’m tan, black hair and really dark eyes. Sounds like the beginning of describing a chad, but it’s the furthest from the truth. My bones are brutal, my voice is brutal, every fucking gene in my body is brutal.
My brother inherited all the good genes, from both parents. He discovered the bp on his own recently as a young teenager, and although I am jealous of him and his luck, atleast I help him to become his best.
He’s basically my height, and I stopped growing recently. He’s in the start of puberty. He knows how to dress, he knows how to smell good, he knows how to act and how to get foids attention. I did not know anything about this until my reputation and my life truly was over. Didn’t even start making any effort before after my 17th birthday, and I then realized there’s no fucking point. I’m cursed anyways. I’d rather let my brother get all the attention, while I LDAR instead.
If you ever consider racemixing, keep two things in mind.
One of your children will be cursed, and the other blessed. This is the most likely scenario. If you are a chad, and can choose any woman you want, pick one that has good genes. Give your children a higher chance not to be sub5 manlets.
Nowadays you hear foids talking about lightskin boys, how attractive they are so on and so forth. It’s brutal how much hope that gave me as the young 15 year old boy I was years ago, hoping meaby girls would like me for my genes. I’m tan, black hair and really dark eyes. Sounds like the beginning of describing a chad, but it’s the furthest from the truth. My bones are brutal, my voice is brutal, every fucking gene in my body is brutal.
My brother inherited all the good genes, from both parents. He discovered the bp on his own recently as a young teenager, and although I am jealous of him and his luck, atleast I help him to become his best.
He’s basically my height, and I stopped growing recently. He’s in the start of puberty. He knows how to dress, he knows how to smell good, he knows how to act and how to get foids attention. I did not know anything about this until my reputation and my life truly was over. Didn’t even start making any effort before after my 17th birthday, and I then realized there’s no fucking point. I’m cursed anyways. I’d rather let my brother get all the attention, while I LDAR instead.
If you ever consider racemixing, keep two things in mind.
One of your children will be cursed, and the other blessed. This is the most likely scenario. If you are a chad, and can choose any woman you want, pick one that has good genes. Give your children a higher chance not to be sub5 manlets.





