Being poor is the worst because now you actually have to rely solely on genetics because I can’t just shell out money for braces or other corrective shit. The average UK family cannot afford a one off random payment of £500 ($649.80 for you Yanks).
My parents made me read a lot when I was younger but of course being poor the nutrition was kinda shitty, and I lived in Britain for longer, not the Netherlands, so the diet is shit, and all the food is soft. Going out on a trip with friends or on school trips is hell because you have to keep up appearances and stop people from asking questions. In this modern consumer culture, to be ugly/average AND poor is a death sentence especially in secondary school (high school).
My parents didn’t give enough of a shit about me to enrol me in any music programs (so I had to learn myself), father encouraged me into football (soccer) but then I just left and he didn’t really encourage me to play any sport when I was young. Mainly because there “was no money”. I keep scratching my head at this, since aren’t the biggest NBA and football stars dirt poor at one point in time? But in England we don’t have local football parks or basketball courts as EVERYTHING is gentrified so you have to go to these upscale clubs to pay the white man for your future, and it only really benefits the rich anyways. That is why England have such terrible players and never win anything. They don’t know what it means to work.
So I hate my parents as they consigned me to a life of studying, which totally comes down to IQ and whether you’re bluepilled or not and are socially adjusted. It hurts to see others enjoy their lives but I’m forced to study and I’m not even that smart, so it’s really shit. Ugly, short, not particularly smart, not sporty, not musical, autism, etc outside of having an actual disability or you know, cancer, I’m pretty much the full package. Wish someone would have told me to stop sucking my teeth and have proper oral posture, that might’ve saved me, but it’s too late, my plates are prob closed, my jaw has most likely stopped growing, Mew be praised.
Surprised I haven’t killed myself yet, but I want to hang onand see if it gets better (it most likely won’t lmao) since I want to have children (yes, really lol) and you know, see if I can raise the perfect humans.
Being poor your whole life and having to talk to those who are extremely privileged in a private school where you are the only black male in your year group is very, very enraging.
My parents made me read a lot when I was younger but of course being poor the nutrition was kinda shitty, and I lived in Britain for longer, not the Netherlands, so the diet is shit, and all the food is soft. Going out on a trip with friends or on school trips is hell because you have to keep up appearances and stop people from asking questions. In this modern consumer culture, to be ugly/average AND poor is a death sentence especially in secondary school (high school).
My parents didn’t give enough of a shit about me to enrol me in any music programs (so I had to learn myself), father encouraged me into football (soccer) but then I just left and he didn’t really encourage me to play any sport when I was young. Mainly because there “was no money”. I keep scratching my head at this, since aren’t the biggest NBA and football stars dirt poor at one point in time? But in England we don’t have local football parks or basketball courts as EVERYTHING is gentrified so you have to go to these upscale clubs to pay the white man for your future, and it only really benefits the rich anyways. That is why England have such terrible players and never win anything. They don’t know what it means to work.
So I hate my parents as they consigned me to a life of studying, which totally comes down to IQ and whether you’re bluepilled or not and are socially adjusted. It hurts to see others enjoy their lives but I’m forced to study and I’m not even that smart, so it’s really shit. Ugly, short, not particularly smart, not sporty, not musical, autism, etc outside of having an actual disability or you know, cancer, I’m pretty much the full package. Wish someone would have told me to stop sucking my teeth and have proper oral posture, that might’ve saved me, but it’s too late, my plates are prob closed, my jaw has most likely stopped growing, Mew be praised.
Surprised I haven’t killed myself yet, but I want to hang onand see if it gets better (it most likely won’t lmao) since I want to have children (yes, really lol) and you know, see if I can raise the perfect humans.
Being poor your whole life and having to talk to those who are extremely privileged in a private school where you are the only black male in your year group is very, very enraging.
