
Magnum
- Alea Iacta Est -
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- Nov 14, 2019
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I fucking hate this... I live in a small place that barely has any life to it. People never seem to really go out but when I do go out to things that are busy its just damn depressing... So I was leaving a friends place thing they had on today and stopped in at this event at the racetrack... All tanned up bitches dressed in formal and night out clothes during the day. Due to my country being ranked one of the ugliest for females they wernt all that good in the face but still a lot had the lower half to make up for it. Practically all the guys look better than me, not 'chads' as such but decent frame and look normal. It makes me feel like another fucking species. like im not even human. I hate staying at home but i hate going to things like this because i feel like a fucking window shopper. Wanting something I can never have. Completely invisible to these horrid judgmental creatures... I fucking hate it.. I wish i could be wanted and fit in just for once you know... to be included even if i cant get anyone i wish i could still be good looking enough to talk to so i could have conversation... The amount of frustration makes me so angry and when i see some cunt guy being led around by some bitch i want to walk up and knuckleduster the prick in the back of the head and the bash anyone who comes up to me. I fucking hate this. i fucking hate not being enough. I wish they would all get incinerated
10 fucking years of putting myself out there and I still havnt even copped a fucking feel of someones legs. Fuck SX, if i could just know what its like just to touch someone to know how it feels i probably wouldn't be half as suicidal... Part of me wants to just go up and fucking try pay some bitch for it because i feel like theres absolutely nothing else i could do to make them interested enough
10 fucking years of putting myself out there and I still havnt even copped a fucking feel of someones legs. Fuck SX, if i could just know what its like just to touch someone to know how it feels i probably wouldn't be half as suicidal... Part of me wants to just go up and fucking try pay some bitch for it because i feel like theres absolutely nothing else i could do to make them interested enough
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