At the start of being NEET I was happy to finally be free I felt like I was living in paradise finally having all my time to myself to do whatever I want after about a month of this thats when it started to set in that I'm in a dead end and the longer I stay like this the worse my future will be it's only a matte of time before my parents pull the plug on me I'm ashamed of my situation and I don't want anybody outside of my Immediate family to know that Im LDARing because it's embarrasing I'm a disgrace
