Venting Being molested as a kid ruined me

[Deleted member 20434]

I’m 16-18 rn (don’t wanna say my age cuz I’ll get doxxed probs), and so when I was around 6-8 years old I got molested by someone close in my extended family (won’t say how it happened in too much detail) & ever since that I’ve just been more depressed and more depressed, and them with my inceldom and ugliness weighing down on me even more, ive given up. I still haven’t told my close family (mom, dad etc) because they won’t care because they never do. FUCK them

Edit:
Idgaf if being molested / sodomized as a kid makes me a “fakecel”. Fuck u

 

[Deleted member 20434]

the world will just ridicule you.

Thats the hardest part. They never look past my face or want to hear my story or many other peoples’ stories.. communities like IT will try to gaslight my experience and say it never happened just like the abusers they are

 

[Deleted member 19236]

https://incels.is/threads/fasting-to-death-is-better-than-roping-or-blowing-your-brains-out.140527/

This world is a shit place

 

[Deleted member 20434]

https://incels.is/threads/fasting-to-death-is-better-than-roping-or-blowing-your-brains-out.140527/

This world is a shit place

I have an hour left at this hotel, I’m on the highest floor but I’m too pussy to try anything because I’m in a foreign land

 

[FinnCel]

OP I hope you can find good copes

 

[Deleted member 20434]

OP I hope you can find good copes

I do have some kinda but then another part is i got prescribed ADHD medication when I was in middle school as well so that fucked up my social anxiety from not only inceldom but that experience as well.. this world is a fucking joke

 

[Deleted member 19858]

Edit:
Idgaf if being molested / sodomized as a kid makes me a “fakecel”. Fuck u

jfl

 

[Deleted member 20434]

jfl

U think having something shoved up ur ass as a kid , or even right now is pleasurable?

 

[Deleted member 17997]

U think having something shoved up ur ass as a kid , or even right now is pleasurable?

No bro, I'm angry that you even had to experience that. And the fact that if you were a foid everyone would care but because u r male they don't. We are here for you bro.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

No bro, I'm angry that you even had to experience that. And the fact that if you were a foid everyone would care but because u r male they don't. We are here for you bro.View attachment 145524

THANK You. 9/10 they’d say it never happened or “to get over it”, but then I should care about when they get raped

 

[Deleted member 19858]

U think having something shoved up ur ass as a kid , or even right now is pleasurable?

No, I just think it's funny you'd even mention it. Why would anyone think that counts as a sexual experience?

 

[Deleted member 20434]

No, I just think it's funny you'd even mention it. Why would anyone think that counts as a sexual experience?

Some cels are pretty degenerate and desperate

 

[Carotel]

My cousin was molested by a teacher. Until today, my cousin is messed up in the head. It's sick what this can do to people.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

My cousin was molested by a teacher. Until today, my cousin is messed up in the head. It's sick what this can do to people.

What age did he come out or did he only tell you? Ngl i haven’t even told my brother yet or any of my old school “friends”

 

[dyellow]

Men being raped: funny haha soapjoke.jpg, unclethatvisitedyouroom.jpg aHAahaha.
Women raped: HOW DARE YOU MAKE A JOKE ABOUT RAPE? YOU SHOULD BE ARRESTED!!

 

[Deleted member 20434]

Men being raped: funny haha soapjoke.jpg, unclethatvisitedyouroom.jpg aHAahaha.
Women raped: HOW DARE YOU MAKE A JOKE ABOUT RAPE? YOU SHOULD BE ARRESTED!!

 

[littlemanhikicel]

must be a hell living that. In my case is more psicological abuse but phisical abuse must be disgusting.

 

[Deleted member 17419]

Are you going to get revenge on them? Sorry it happened to you.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

must be a hell living that. In my case is more psicological abuse but phisical abuse must be disgusting.

It was both, they tried to gaslight it too

Are you going to get revenge on them? Sorry it happened to you.

Hopefully i can

 

[Vermilioncore]

You deserve empathy for your problems but the world will just ridicule you.

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

I was raped by my jewish doctor too, us rapedcels have it worse

 

[Sparrow's Song]

It was both, they tried to gaslight it too



Hopefully i can

You should rape him back with one of these...

The closest I ever got to getting molested was when I was 6 or 7 at an extended day program and some old bearded supervisor was mad at me for something and made me stay in the classroom while all the other kids were down stairs getting picked up by their parents. He took off my clothes and spanked me hard as fuck on his lap and I felt his boner but thankfully he knew my mom was downstairs so he didn't have time to put anything in my ass. He used to give us dollar store toys and candy for good behavior and told me that if I told my mom, I wouldn't get any more...

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Here we have a fully legitimate case of mentalceldom. Interesting.
I would indeed not call you a fakecel OP.

 

[Carotel]

What age did he come out or did he only tell you? Ngl i haven’t even told my brother yet or any of my old school “friends”

This is the whole story as far as I know.

My cousin got into school with 5. She's always been a weird kid, very shut-in, wouldn't really speak much, etc. Back then you'd just think that'ss just how she is.

She was molested by a teacher from her school, all the way till she was 8 or 9. He was eventually caught because he started molesting other kids as well who spoke out about it, and with that she told my aunt, who told us.

She was molested for 3-4 years. She is never at family gatherings, like I never see her anywhere.

My aunt said she is scared of men, also little guys. Whoever is male, she's scared of them, gets panic attacks and she is at an only-girls school now. It was even hard to get her go to school in first place.

I spoke to her last time when she was still a kid, she is like 14 or 15 now. I don't blame her.

I can't give too much information, but he did more than just molesting her.

She's super messed up in the head, has anxiety, etc. She's been in therapy for a long time and she's apparently getting better but tbh I think she will never be the same

 

[Deleted member 14805]

Ouch OP, sorry to hear what you been through. I couldn't imagine how screwed up I'd be if I was molested or sodomized at a young age. I'm already screwed up as it is due to bullying and family related problems, but I couldn't fathom molestation on top of that. I hope you can find some good copes to help you through this shitty life.

Edit: Anyone who thinks the OP is a fakecel should be shot in the head, and undermining the trauma the OP went through further proves how no one cares when males are molested or raped, which makes you no different than the rest of society for not caring. So fuck anyone who thinks the OP is a fakecel and as for IT I'm not surprised they won't say anything about it, since those assholes are pedophiles and leftist retards who wants to make child fucking legal. So fuck them too.

 

[Deleted member 20434]

This is the whole story as far as I know.

My cousin got into school with 5. She's always been a weird kid, very shut-in, wouldn't really speak much, etc. Back then you'd just think that'ss just how she is.

She was molested by a teacher from her school, all the way till she was 8 or 9. He was eventually caught because he started molesting other kids as well who spoke out about it, and with that she told my aunt, who told us.

She was molested for 3-4 years. She is never at family gatherings, like I never see her anywhere.

My aunt said she is scared of men, also little guys. Whoever is male, she's scared of them, gets panic attacks and she is at an only-girls school now. It was even hard to get her go to school in first place.

I spoke to her last time when she was still a kid, she is like 14 or 15 now. I don't blame her.

I can't give too much information, but he did more than just molesting her.

She's super messed up in the head, has anxiety, etc. She's been in therapy for a long time and she's apparently getting better but tbh I think she will never be the same

I can’t imagine what she’s been through tbh, must be even worse than me. I was molested only once thankfully, but the experience is still traumatizing

Ouch OP, sorry to hear what you been through. I couldn't imagine how screwed up I'd be if I was molested or sodomized at a young age. I'm already screwed up as it is due to bullying and family related problems, but I couldn't fathom molestation on top of that. I hope you can find some good copes to help you through this shitty life.

Thank you, I’m not looking for attention but i feel as if this is the only group that’s really willing to share their opinions and copes instead of making jokes like IT and foids do

 

[Carotel]

I can’t imagine what she’s been through tbh, must be even worse than me. I was molested only once thankfully, but the experience is still traumatizing

Me neither. I am sorry you had to go through this as well, shit like this is never okay, even if it was just one time. The teacher was also only sentenced to 1-2 years of jail, and then out on watch though he will never be able to be a teacher. Still.. In Germany, someone who illegally shares a movie without having a license, gets 5 years, someone who ruined kid's life forever, only gets 2 years. Sickening.

 

[BlkPillPres]

I’m 16-18 rn (don’t wanna say my age cuz I’ll get doxxed probs), and so when I was around 6-8 years old I got molested by someone close in my extended family (won’t say how it happened in too much detail) & ever since that I’ve just been more depressed and more depressed, and them with my inceldom and ugliness weighing down on me even more, ive given up. I still haven’t told my close family (mom, dad etc) because they won’t care because they never do. FUCK them

Edit:
Idgaf if being molested / sodomized as a kid makes me a “fakecel”. Fuck u

1. Sounds like a larp, nobodies parents would be alright with them being sexually assaulted unless they themselves are also abusers, you sound like a complete idiot

2. Anytime I hear someone say something like you did I think that deep down they actually enjoyed the assault and they aren't telling because they subconsciously want to create another possibility for it to happen again, it makes literally no sense to not tell your parents if its a close family member that assaulted you, because it can happen again and the next time may be more aggressive and painful, if you don't tell its probably because you actually just want it to happen again, and you just don't want to admit to yourself you're a faggot

 

[Deleted member 20434]

1. Sounds like a larp, nobodies parents would be alright with them being sexually assaulted unless they themselves are also abusers, you sound like a complete idiot

2. Anytime I hear someone say something like you did I think that deep down they actually enjoyed the assault and they aren't telling because they subconsciously want to create another possibility for it to happen again, it makes literally no sense to not tell your parents if its a close family member that assaulted you, if you don't tell its probably because you actually just want it to happen again, and you just don't want to admit you're a faggot

1.) I never told my parents because I’m too scared to tbh, they always ask me if I was but I don’t wanna tell em cuz it’s someone in my extended family and they might come out to get me

2.) ur just retarded

 

[Guest2]

1. Sounds like a larp, nobodies parents would be alright with them being sexually assaulted unless they themselves are also abusers, you sound like a complete idiot

2. Anytime I hear someone say something like you did I think that deep down they actually enjoyed the assault and they aren't telling because they subconsciously want to create another possibility for it to happen again, it makes literally no sense to not tell your parents if its a close family member that assaulted you, because it can happen again and the next time may be more aggressive and painful, if you don't tell its probably because you actually just want it to happen again, and you just don't want to admit to yourself you're a faggot

It was years ago; I doubt they'd try anything now that he's a man. I also doubt that he wants to be sodomised again, and that it's the shame and emasculation he'd have to feel

 

[Deleted member 20434]

It was years ago; I doubt they'd try anything now that he's a man. I also doubt that he wants to be sodomised again, and that it's the shame and emasculation he'd have to feel

 

[FrustratedWhiteMale]

I was molested in camp, aged 12, back in 1975. It was by another camper (male).
It doesn't bother me.

 

[BlkPillPres]

I never told my parents because I’m too scared to tbh, they always ask me if I was but I don’t wanna tell em cuz it’s someone in my extended family and they might come out to get me

Ok then STFU, only worthless trash would let themselves be violated like that and just accept it and do nothing, what kind of BS is this. Pick a damn stance, if its so not a big deal that fear keeps you from talking about it, then why come on here talking about it, for fucking sympathy points?

Get him before he gets you, or STFU!, nobody wants to come on here to read this pathetic shit, I literally feel like spitting right now, where is your anger, seriously cucks that let other men fuck their wives disgust me less than people like you

THIS IS YOU:

https://www.youtube.com/embed/LLWlBgj0uOc?start=89&end=95

Go confront the rapist, voice record their confession on a phone, spread it among the family after, do something, but don't come on here looking for virtual pats on the back because you are too pathetic to defend yourself, wrong site for this shit, go to reddit for that shit

It was years ago; I doubt they'd try anything now that he's a man. I also doubt that he wants to be sodomised again, and that it's the shame and emasculation he'd have to feel

Yeah but how long until the guy sexually assaults some other young family member, let me tell you what is likely to happen

@Bleachcel
Some other young child in your family will possibly be assaulted by this guy (if they haven't already) and its gonna come out then, then like the attention whore you are, you'll NOW start talking about it and saying its true, and ironically since you did it "too late", now everyone in your family will hate you (and rightfully so), because you were just being selfish, you didn't come out to right a wrong or to protect other young family members, you came out because it was now something that could gain you attention and sympathy, and everyone will see the act for what it is

 

[Deleted member 20434]

ok

edit:

yea because u, a person who’s never been in my position would understand exactly what to do at 16-17 years old.

I was molested in camp, aged 12, back in 1975. It was by another camper (male).
It doesn't bother me.

How’d U get past it ? Through copes?