Venting Being Incel isnt the worst thing in my Life

[IamJacksBrokenHeart]

The worst thing is that i try so hard ,
but i just cant find a reason to Life .
No mission to accomplish which goes beyond
this suffering .

I want to find a goal to accomplish ,
but im low IQ and have no Talent .

Its all going to turn to dust anyway in the End ,
but im searching for a greater goal .

And not finding this goal is worse than basic Inceldom imo , its this contant existential crisis which fucks me up the most .

And the worst thing is im not that old yet .
When i get older i will probably become numb and just life a sedetary existence as a consume driven wageslave , without Love and without a goal .

Fuck .
I tried religion , but i couldnt ignore the truth and
block out the nihilism , the truth of existence .
i tried music making , but i have no talent , sadly .
I tried being a " good person " but people treated me even worse and didnt give ANYTHING in return .
they just took and took .

i have no direction to go .
all that i have is mindless consumerism .
And i also have no real interests .
Maybe i would have become a better man if i was raised in a different century .

 

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[Emba]

The worst thing is that i try so hard ,
but i just cant find a reason to Life .
No mission to accomplish which goes beyond
this suffering .

I want to find a goal to accomplish ,
but im low IQ and have no Talent .

Its all going to turn to dust anyway in the End ,
but im searching for a greater goal .

And not finding this goal is worse than basic Inceldom imo , its this contant existential crisis which fucks me up the most .

And the worst thing is im not that old yet .
When i get older i will probably become numb and just life a sedetary existence as a consume driven wageslave , without Love and without a goal .

Fuck .
I tried religion , but i couldnt ignore the truth and
block out the nihilism , the truth of existence .
i tried music making , but i have no talent , sadly .
I tried being a " good person " but people treated me even worse and didnt give ANYTHING in return .
they just took and took .

i have no direction to go .
all that i have is mindless consumerism .
And i also have no real interests .
Maybe i would have become a better man if i was raised in a different century .

Confirmed. My biggest cope is building a library of books that i barely comprehend so whomever finds them upon my death will have a slightly better life.

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

Yeah same, inceldom isn't even my "main problem"

 

[zangano1]

Same, I could have had a great life but females decided I shouldnt

 

[GenGene]

My purpose and identity have disintegrated over the years. Nowadays no values seem personal and no interests stand out.
All just a bunch of random fragments.

 

[bigantennaemay1]

I wish I could at least moneycope as an incel, and go travel, see the world, move out of my parents' basement, and drink a lot of alcohol. Can't even do that shit. Life sucks hard.

 

[Deleted member 21908]

Yeah same, inceldom isn't even my "main problem"