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IamJacksBrokenHeart
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- May 7, 2018
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The worst thing is that i try so hard ,
but i just cant find a reason to Life .
No mission to accomplish which goes beyond
this suffering .
I want to find a goal to accomplish ,
but im low IQ and have no Talent .
Its all going to turn to dust anyway in the End ,
but im searching for a greater goal .
And not finding this goal is worse than basic Inceldom imo , its this contant existential crisis which fucks me up the most .
And the worst thing is im not that old yet .
When i get older i will probably become numb and just life a sedetary existence as a consume driven wageslave , without Love and without a goal .
Fuck .
I tried religion , but i couldnt ignore the truth and
block out the nihilism , the truth of existence .
i tried music making , but i have no talent , sadly .
I tried being a " good person " but people treated me even worse and didnt give ANYTHING in return .
they just took and took .
i have no direction to go .
all that i have is mindless consumerism .
And i also have no real interests .
Maybe i would have become a better man if i was raised in a different century .
but i just cant find a reason to Life .
No mission to accomplish which goes beyond
this suffering .
I want to find a goal to accomplish ,
but im low IQ and have no Talent .
Its all going to turn to dust anyway in the End ,
but im searching for a greater goal .
And not finding this goal is worse than basic Inceldom imo , its this contant existential crisis which fucks me up the most .
And the worst thing is im not that old yet .
When i get older i will probably become numb and just life a sedetary existence as a consume driven wageslave , without Love and without a goal .
Fuck .
I tried religion , but i couldnt ignore the truth and
block out the nihilism , the truth of existence .
i tried music making , but i have no talent , sadly .
I tried being a " good person " but people treated me even worse and didnt give ANYTHING in return .
they just took and took .
i have no direction to go .
all that i have is mindless consumerism .
And i also have no real interests .
Maybe i would have become a better man if i was raised in a different century .