I only discovered the world of incels and normies a little over a year ago. I think it was just after braincels was banned. I knew about foreveralone since at least 2015 and would occasionally browse there, but I didn't discover the whole incel, normie, LMS looksmaxx ect stuff until relatively recently. I started browsing these forums a lot last January, and I noticed I related an incredible amount to what people were posting. Sadly a lot of those posters have vanished now. But the point is a lot of the personal anecdotes I could relate too. The things posted in blackpill science I could see happening in the real world. I was actually pursuing a girl for fucking 10 months, desperately wanting this blackpill shit to be just bullshit by a bunch of losers, but in the end she basically acknowledged a lot of the shit I read here. Hell, she fucking said a lot of blackpills to me. It was very brutal. It very nearly ruined my life, it actually has but I didn't die so at least there is that. This entire blackpilling experience has left me in a spot where I don't care much about things now and the days just pass me by but I'm pretty miserable. Its like St Hamudi said " when you know the true human nature" I believe is what he said. It's just over , after reading all this shit you can't even expect to become normal or bluepilled again even if you wanted. I also lived with a fucking chad and that only reinforced it all even more. Fucking hell.
