RealSchizo
I've been fully defeated
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- Nov 22, 2022
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No matter how much I've tried to improve at a certain game it never fucking worked. I manage to become above average in almost every single game I play but never truly GOOD. I've tried hundreds of fucking multiplayer games and it never worked out for me. I end up grinding and being stuck in a division where everyone is much better than me and aware of their surroundings. I reached FaceIT level 4 on CS:GO and from then on I got completely stomped by much better players. I remember coping hard and training my AIM to become a beast on some cringe phonk music but as soon as I entered a real game I got destroyed by some Russians who headshot you the moment you try to peek them. Of course the people I've faced were not good at the game either but the thing was that they were BETTER than me and that made me seethe. The moment I realized that gaming is genetic and no matter how much time I put into a certain game there is always going to be a person who's going to get much better than me in just 200 hours if not less. I decided to retire altogether from competitive. I spent money on a good mouse, keyboard just to get rolled by a person playing with a 10$ keyboard (probably). No superior gear is going to make you play better than someone with a better eyesight, reflexes and game sense. The only game I've ever had a minor success at was League of Legends as I managed to hit diamond but I used to play 12 hours a day so that's not a fucking achievement knowing that there are people who can grasp the entire concept of this game for 300 hours and hit diamond unlike me who's got over 8000 hours. If you're not incredibly good at games don't even bother playing them especially competitive. This is my advice to gamercels. You will waste your time and won't achieve anything. My entire childhood was wasted on games I NEVER managed to get good at.