Being alone and depressed for so long has made me ruin my body through self harm

[OrangeFez2311]

I'm not even kidding, I've burnt my arms, legs and torso with heated objects so much I look like I've been playing paintball with globs of battery acid. I look like I've survived the Black Death about 20 times. I'm hideous. The world has made me into a physical abomination. I didn't ask for any of this. I hate being alone. I'm guaranteed to be alone forever anyway, but doubly so now that I look like something from Resident Evil. There's just no cope for this except to keep on fucking doing it because my body is pretty much the only thing I can break and abuse without people getting mad at me for some reason and telling me to stop.

Ironic that I once got into trouble for throwing rocks at a big rock at a beach where I live, but nobody cares when I burn and slice myself open.

 

[Virginp0wers2]

Why do you burn yourself? My scars of isolation are all mental tbh.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

The world has made me into a physical abomination.

Fuaark me too. If only I was careful in my youth, I'd be a normie. Try not to mutilate yourself brah, why make things worse?

 

[_incelinside]

I'm not even kidding, I've burnt my arms, legs and torso with heated objects so much I look like I've been playing paintball with globs of battery acid. I look like I've survived the Black Death about 20 times. I'm hideous. The world has made me into a physical abomination. I didn't ask for any of this. I hate being alone. I'm guaranteed to be alone forever anyway, but doubly so now that I look like something from Resident Evil. There's just no cope for this except to keep on fucking doing it because my body is pretty much the only thing I can break and abuse without people getting mad at me for some reason and telling me to stop.

Ironic that I once got into trouble for throwing rocks at a big rock at a beach where I live, but nobody cares when I burn and slice myself open.

Just punch and break shit when nobody is around. No need to descend yourself on purpose

 

[CopingGymcel]

Just lol at willfully deforming your own body. The world didn't make you into an abomination, you did by burning yourself. Take some personal responsibility. I know this may sound a bit harsh, but it's the truth.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I am doing passive self harm by rotting.

My entire body is weak and I have back problem and that maies me too depressed to work out ans fix my problems. Thus creating a vicious cycle