Before you knew you were an incel, what did you imagine your future being like?

[chudjak]

Before I got blackpilled I imagined this fantasy that is obviously bullshit:
I would be jacked and trained well by the time I was older, I would have a house and money, I would have a wife who loves me and many children.

What a fucking joke, nothing close to that is even possible.

Maybe I could get fit if I trained (though it's mostly up to Chad genetics I don't have so without roids that destroy your health, it wouldn't be impressive) maybe I could get money if I was really smart and hardworking (fuck that) but I would never ever find a wife who loves me and I don't even want to bring more life into the world anymore.

I had the complete inverse of ideas as I know are true now, I was a total moralfag who believed in goodness and hard work. Gets you nowhere I guess.

Did you know you would turn out to be what you hated? I was always so against people like myself

 

[FuckYou]

a lot like this actually

 

[Juice]

I basically thought I'd be Chad

 

[iicc66]

I would be jacked and trained well by the time I was older, I would have a house and money, I would have a wife who loves me and many children

Same

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

In High School I thought that I was a volcel because I wasn't trying hard enough. I didn't think much about my future. For sure I didn't think that I would've turned out a loser in both romance and career. I believed that I was going to become a famous comic artist and that I would get relationships when due time would come.

 

[JKlancecaster069]

Thought I'd end up as a famous rich attractive celebrity with a hot loyal girlfriend.

 

[manletcel1488]

I just wanted a normal life with a wife and kids and shit.

 

[WeirdPanda]

In High School I thought that I was a volcel because I wasn't trying hard enough. I didn't think much about my future. For sure I didn't think that I would've turned out a loser in both romance and career. I believed that I was going to become a famous comic artist and that I would get relationships when due time would come.

This but replace comic artist with programmer.

 

[orgcel]

comfy WFH software engineer with HQNP tradwife

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

programmer

Did you manage to become one? If not, why? I never became a comic artist and not even an artist. In middle school I became depressed and ever since then I've been too busy LDARing to find the motivation to improve my art. I still plan on doing it... tomorrow.

 

[WeirdPanda]

Did you manage to become one? If not, why? I never became a comic artist and not even an artist. In middle school I became depressed and ever since then I've been too busy LDARing to find the motivation to improve my art. I still plan on doing it... tomorrow.

Wanting to become a programmer for me was mostly a middle school dream because I was an isolated autistic nerd (obviously still am but that's just the school archetype) and over here being a programmer still has the non-NT association. I still plan on learning to code sometime soon for other reasons but I don't want to have a stem career anymore.

 

[anon]

I don't know, I was a kid. I didn't really think about adult things, I was just happy to come home from school and play video games or whatever.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Wanting to become a programmer for me was mostly a middle school dream because I was an isolated autistic nerd (obviously still am but that's just the school archetype) and over here being a programmer still has the non-NT association. I still plan on learning to code sometime soon for other reasons but I don't want to have a stem career anymore.

Problem is that I never made a plan B since I don't like doing anything else. But I didn't pursue my only dream either. Kind of stupid of me, now I'm stuck doing shitty jobs unless I can get a degree in something I don't really care about.

 

[Brainy]

I wanted to be a hentai protagonist

 

[Cincel]

Boring and depressive

 

[AnonWojak]

I thought that my looksmatch to naturally approach me and/or she would make it easy for me, "the one" as normies say, also my height would not be an issue, girls in their my age and younger wouldn't be giant whores who've rided 10s of dicks, and finally I would be a centrist/socialist leaning.