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Hi there, no need for présentation I’m presently drinking Moskovskaya so here we go. I’m turning 25 years old in July ( never had a gf, never kissed, still a virgin) no need to ask me to go and see an escort, I think it will fuck me up more than I’m fucked now, I still have my dignity and losing my virginity with an escort seems to be more depressing than ma situation now. So I’m working as a security guard ( I’m from Montréal btw).
My goal is to make maximum money so I can cope with materialistic things... Now I’m working 55 to 65 hours a week, I’m on medication, I’m taking Lorazepam to help with my anxiety and depression and it’s working but let’s go to real things. So it was last Thursday I was working in a place with many many white girls,
I was a doorman with my collègue that I appreciate a lot ( he was the reason that i get into the company). My job was to assure that the people who are getting inside had a smiley on they’re arm. We are we’re doing the job correctly but no surprise, there was no girls who started to talk with me, they say thanks and they get into the event. My collègue is a 6f3 300-320lbs black guy, he is really fat and big but he still managed to get a cute white girl number (lol the girl didint even look at me) I don’t consider myself as ugly I don’t why girls act like this with me?? I think that weight is not that important for some girls. I will not lie to you guys, I have 0 confidence with girls, I don’t go out I only drink at home.
I want to accept my faith but it’s so difficult, at least I’m making money so when I’m depressed I travel/ buy something but it’s difficult at 25 years old...
My goal is to make maximum money so I can cope with materialistic things... Now I’m working 55 to 65 hours a week, I’m on medication, I’m taking Lorazepam to help with my anxiety and depression and it’s working but let’s go to real things. So it was last Thursday I was working in a place with many many white girls,
I was a doorman with my collègue that I appreciate a lot ( he was the reason that i get into the company). My job was to assure that the people who are getting inside had a smiley on they’re arm. We are we’re doing the job correctly but no surprise, there was no girls who started to talk with me, they say thanks and they get into the event. My collègue is a 6f3 300-320lbs black guy, he is really fat and big but he still managed to get a cute white girl number (lol the girl didint even look at me) I don’t consider myself as ugly I don’t why girls act like this with me?? I think that weight is not that important for some girls. I will not lie to you guys, I have 0 confidence with girls, I don’t go out I only drink at home.
I want to accept my faith but it’s so difficult, at least I’m making money so when I’m depressed I travel/ buy something but it’s difficult at 25 years old...
