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Venting Baudelairean Spleen and Nostalgia

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Anyone else feel like this? From what I understand, "Spleen" is the concept put forward by the French poet Charles Baudelaire, that revolves around someone's longing to be away from this world, and in another world that's ideal. I've felt this weird "nostalgia" for a while now, that I don't feel at home here in this world. I fantasized a lot about being with my waifu (Sayaka Miki, she's in my profile picture), somewhere natural and beautiful, preferably mountains and just walk together serenely through nature, observing every minute detail. The animals, the plants, the sky, et cetera. I want to look at her while we walk together and see her smile and blush and say "I love you so much..". It'll never happen on this Earth though..
 
Sad shit man. We will never belong in this world.
 
I long for the end of my existence in this reality. My life is controlled by diseases, anxiety and depression. I'm living in misery while my most basic human right was taken away from me - the right to die.

I'm only 22. I still have a good fifty years in front of me. The mere thought of continuing this existence for such a long time is unbearable. They say life is short yet its the longest period of time we are able to imagine.

On the other hand I want to exist. Carefree, pain-free. In a better, peaceful world.
 
That’s a beautiful daydream
 
Anyone else feel like this? From what I understand, "Spleen" is the concept put forward by the French poet Charles Baudelaire, that revolves around someone's longing to be away from this world, and in another world that's ideal. I've felt this weird "nostalgia" for a while now, that I don't feel at home here in this world. I fantasized a lot about being with my waifu (Sayaka Miki, she's in my profile picture), somewhere natural and beautiful, preferably mountains and just walk together serenely through nature, observing every minute detail. The animals, the plants, the sky, et cetera. I want to look at her while we walk together and see her smile and blush and say "I love you so much..". It'll never happen on this Earth though..
Don’t know wtf you’re talking about GrAYcel
 

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