Story Bad Day mane

[janoycresva]

Today I went to a dermatologist for a surgerymaxing consultion. She said my scars will need years of consistent expensive painful treatment and even then, I'd be lucky to see 50% improvement. Anyways, hearing these news got me depressed and although I made a plan for my first session in the next few weeks (subcision, RF needling and PRP injections), I left feeling more down than I came in, especially after seeing how truly wrecked my face is under the derms special mirror. She showed me some of the before photos of her patients and I would be so happy with the fucking before pictures of the patients. I told her i dont care about having perfect skin, I just want to look a little less like a freak and she said "well, when I see you, I don't think of your scars first and I think you're very handsome" (OBVIOUS LIE, WHY ARE YOU IN THIS PROFESSION THEN? but I know she has to say that to maintain a good reputation). The other thing that sucks is that I'll have to schedule this piss around my ROTC duties which will be immensely hard (going to field training with a swollen face, will probably get kicked out srs).

When I got back to school, we had lobster night so the dining hall was completely packed. I took the lobster and walked around the hall looking for a seat, everything was filled up. Nobody offered me a seat despite my wanderings for 45 minutes (IF SOMEBODY WANDERED BY ME FOR A FEW MINUTES LOOKING FOR SOMEWHERE TO SIT I WOULD FUCKING OFFER UP THE EMPTY CHAIR NEXT TO ME, ARE YOU KIDDING ME? People are so cruel). At one point I thought of jumping off the second floor of the dining hall with my uneaten lobster plate in one hand and my chicken in the other, just to ruin the normies night.

Then I saw people taking fucking pictures of themselves with their lobsters in hand and with their friends. I wanted to go over and say "Why are you cocksuckas takin pictures, what, what, you've never eaten lobster before huh?".

I saw some obese kid wandering around as well, might be friend him, I see him eat alone every single day. Feelsbadman, this guy is like 500lbs so def not a fakecel because it'd be super hard to lose weight at that point.

Now I'm just listening to a Zyzz playlist, nostalgia mane, nothing like back in 2013 when I first discovered the fitness world and thought "i was going to make it" only to be wrecked by severe cystic acne.



It's such a travesty
The way you say our love should be
Yeah, such a tragedy
Think you can just break my heart and leave me
Well, you better run now
Man on the run
Playing for fun
Wind me up
Leave me undone

 

[UltraFayJr.]

Another day....

 

[SadRealistcel]

man that sucks hope you get some irl friends and ascend somehow

 

[retarded_dumbshit]

I like the way you write. Good luck with your sessions.

 

[janoycresva]

I like the way you write. Good luck with your sessions.

thank you

 

[Vodaccenu]

We're all gonna make it brah

 

[janoycresva]

We're all gonna make it brah

 

[Vodaccenu]

Just sick kuntmaxx bruh

 

[Zaetheus]

TLDR?

 

[Crustaciouse]

Damn that surgery thing sounds depressing.
I have a ton of acme scars all over my face too so hearing that even surgery wouldn't get rid of them makes me want to rope realising I have absolutely no hope left, even for plastic surgery maxing

 

[janoycresva]

TLDR?

TLDR;
went to doc
says it will take 1-2+ years of painful consistent expensive treatment to maybe see 50% improvment.
see how wrecked my face is in docs mirror
tell her i would be happy with the before pics of her other clients
leave more depressed than I came in
go to dining hall for lobster night, its packed, walk around hall looking for a seat that no one offers me
normies taking pics with each other and lobster like they've never had it before
think about jumping off second floor with lobster to ruin normies night
might befriend incel tier fat kid

 

[Zaetheus]

TLDR;
went to doc
says it will take 1-2+ years of painful consistent expensive treatment to maybe see 50% improvment.
see how wrecked my face is in docs mirror
tell her i would be happy with the before pics of her other clients
leave more depressed than I came in
go to dining hall for lobster night, its packed, walk around hall looking for a seat that no one offers me
normies taking pics with each other and lobster like they've never had it before
think about jumping off second floor with lobster to ruin normies night
might befriend incel tier fat kid

How much would it cost you , isn’t it worth the shot? You miss all the shots you don’t take.

 

[Not_Important]

>You now remember browsing "we're all gonna make it brah" Zyzz threads during the summer, listening to house music and drinking your post workout shake, thinking that lifting was the only thing you had to do to ascend

Zyzz died 7 years ago.
I'm getting old.

 

[janoycresva]

Damn that surgery thing sounds depressing.
I have a ton of acme scars all over my face too so hearing that even surgery wouldn't get rid of them makes me want to rope realising I have absolutely no hope left, even for plastic surgery maxing

same man, I wonder how many people on here are acnescarcels? Yeah when I heard that thing about surgery from the doctor, I almost teared up lol and thought about just running outside into traffic.

I'll see what happens, are you ethnic?

How much would it cost you , isn’t it worth the shot? You miss all the shots you don’t take.

fuck man, maybe $20,000 after everything lol but yes, you're right, it's worth the shot.

>You now remember browsing "we're all gonna make it brah" Zyzz threads during the summer, listening to house music and drinking your post workout shake, thinking that lifting was the only thing you had to do to ascend
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Zyzz died 7 years ago.
I'm getting old.

feelsbadmane, that's exactly what I remember lol.

btw I'm calling out @Brahcel for being a fake miscer srs.

 

[Crustaciouse]

same man, I wonder how many people on here are acnescarcels? Yeah when I heard that thing about surgery from the doctor, I almost teared up lol and thought about just running outside into traffic.

I'll see what happens, are you ethnic?

fuck man, maybe $20,000 after everything lol but yes, you're right, it's worth the shot.


feelsbadmane, that's exactly what I remember lol

No I'm white.
man this sucks ass.
Motherfuckers are able to do insane shit with medicine but somehow they haven't figured out a quick and easy solution to acne scars.
I rwally cant see a point to wageslaving now considering getting plastic surgery to look somewhat normal was my only long term goal.
Non acnescarcels have no idea how good they have it. They can easily get their nose, chin, ears, or whatever else fixed with plastic surgery.
But us scarcely are doomed for life.

 

[acnescarcel]

yeah I've never left the dermatologist office feeling good. id recommend not even wasting the time or money on treatment. stop the acne if thats still a problem but the scars aren't going anywhere most likely. I've read stories of guys in their 50s with acne scars still getting treatment and going no where. take the acnescarpill they aren't going anywhere and ur face is irreversibly damaged. I've grown to accept them since i know they'll never go anywhere now. I've had multiple laser surgeries chemical peels and dermabrasion and it maybe improved it by like 10-20% and cost me a good amount of money. even the dermatologists say, like yours said, that the best they can do is improve them. we'll never have smooth skin again. i know its negative but its the truth.

 

[janoycresva]

No I'm white.
man this sucks ass.
Motherfuckers are able to do insane shit with medicine but somehow they haven't figured out a quick and easy solution to acne scars.
I rwally cant see a point to wageslaving now considering getting plastic surgery to look somewhat normal was my only long term goal.
Non acnescarcels have no idea how good they have it. They can easily get their nose, chin, ears, or whatever else fixed with plastic surgery.
But us scarcely are doomed for life.

being an acnescarcel is truly one of the worst type of cel types. Im gonna go crazy brah srs, I was crying on the phone with my mom today lmao

yeah I've never left the dermatologist office feeling good. id recommend not even wasting the time or money on treatment. stop the acne if thats still a problem but the scars aren't going anywhere most likely. I've read stories of guys in their 50s with acne scars still getting treatment and going no where. take the acnescarpill they aren't going anywhere and ur face is irreversibly damaged. I've grown to accept them since i know they'll never go anywhere now. I've had multiple laser surgeries chemical peels and dermabrasion and it maybe improved it by like 10-20% and cost me a good amount of money. even the dermatologists say, like yours said, that the best they can do is improve them. we'll never have smooth skin again. i know its negative but its the truth.

fuck man, that sucks. I did read this on the rooshvforum so it gave me some hope to start treatment but again idk... this is going to interfere with the career path that i want.

"Acne Scars
I have been tall (6'2) and have always been considered handsome by most people. But I have had moderate-severe acne scars. A fair evaluation of myself from a facial structure would be maybe an 8/10. I'm not Brad Pitt but I have a decent facial structure and in good shape/well dressed.

I have high self confidence and decent game so it never stopped me. But the girls I was getting were always less attractive (like 4s and 5s). Every time I would hit on a 7 or above, I would get the cold shoulder. If it was online dates - I would obviously look better in my photos because of gentle air brushing them - so I would meet 7s, and in person I could see them stare at my skin and the dates would not lead anywhere.

This year - I took an aggressive approach at treating my acne scars. It was actually a lot cheaper than I expected. All in, I spent about $6,000. But you could easily spend twice as much and not see good results. So I am going to give you guys a breakdown of what I did and what impact it had.

First: the impact!
As I mentioned, I have a decent facial structure - but I feel like with the scars, it brought me down to a 5/10 or even worse. My scars were moderate-severe. I had a combination of all types of scars, icepicks, rolling scars, boxcar scars, even several hypertrophic (raised) scars.

After 8 months of working on my scars, I have had an 80-85% improvement in my skin and I believe I will be able to get it to 95% by the end of the year. So right now - my skin is not perfect by any means. But the quality of dates that I am getting has improved dramatically! The 7s and the 8s that were turning their backs on me are very flirty now. Even occasional 9s are very receptive. I recently flirted with an engaged woman who was a solid 9/10 high powered executive and she was very flattered that I am hitting on her in her words "being so good looking". I didn't get these kinds of comments a year ago from women.

I am closing almost every online date I am getting now. Before, I only managed to get 25% of first dates into date #2, now it's 90%+.

For the $6,000 I spent on these treatments - it has made a huge difference in my life.

The treatment:
I followed Acne.org forums on scar treatment and I learned a lot. I had to treat every single different acne scar procedure out there, so if you have a combination of acne scars, this is likely what you have to do as well.

- Infini RF (this is the most expensive treatment, it's radiofrequency with microneedling. It injects your face with ~25,000 needles per treatment and pulses heat to stimulate dermal burns that result into collagen and elastin production. This breaks down boxcar scars and turns them into rolling scars which end up rising gradually from collagen production). For me 3 treatments of Infini resulted in a 40% improvement. This usually costs $1,000 a piece.
- Subcision (they cut underneath the scar with a nokor needle to free up tethering and lift the rolling/boxcar scars). For me, 3 treatments resulted in a 20% improvement for me. These are usually ~$300 a piece
- Bellafill - permanent injectable filler to help level off any scars that are too deep for Infini/Subcision to correct. This is ~$800 a syringe. I needed two injections. Some people might need more if your scars are more severe.
- Vbeam - reduces all redness associated with acne scars (this is $300 a piece, you will need 2 or 3)
- TCA cross - 100% TCA - for spot treating ice pick scars and enlarged pores
- TCA peels - 25 to 30% TCA - for overall texture & pores at the very end

How do you do this in 8 months to a year?
- Alternate between Infini RF & Subcision (with vacuuming) every 3 weeks. This will take about 4 months but will get rid of most of your boxcar scars and rolling scars.
- Immediately after your last subcision treatment heals, start doing TCA cross treatments. These need 6 weeks in between. You will want to do 3 of these as well. These take care of your ice pick scars.
- About two months after your last Infini, get Bellafill filler to take care of rolling scars that are left over
- Continue doing TCA cross until you are happy with how your enlarged pores and ice picks look
- After this, do several medium level depth peels (25-30% TCA for Caucasian skin, lower percentage for darker/Asian skin tone)
- At the very end, after you have done everything - do a series of 3x vbeam vascular lasers to remove all redness in the skin tone. This disintegrates red marks and red blood vessels from the face and leaves your skin one nice even tone.

Disclaimer: I'm not a medical professional, this is a log of my treatment - do your own research! Don't do permanent damage to your face! And always see the very best doctors you can afford to pay for. Don't take short cuts with $$."