I know that i’m just some dumb gray that wasn’t really looked at but i’ve been gone for a bit and i can explain, my mind has been on studymaxxing to become an eventual wagecuck but life has been too brutal and I must return to posting on here first off I’d like to say i’ve never understood foid mannerism and I probably never would but this almost month has been the most brutal in terms of public foid mannerism ever obviously I get mean mugged, treated terribly and downright ridiculed and basically blatantly insulted by these stupid foids and the reason why is because I exist. this is very much the case for everyone but what I am starting to experience is more than just the blackpill but is ruining my life, I cannot exasperate how much worse my life has been since I have last posted but but It is so bad, I feel way more lonely now that I am far away from everything that i’ve known, and opportunity is loose from my grip solely due to my looks, and roping has been in the question for awhile because of the fact that there is seriously nothing to live for in my case, I also have the displeasure of watching people hug kiss and other things while I go about my everyday life and it’s not like they don’t do anything they are in my way whilst walking, hopefully being surrounded by my people again can keep me afloat and help me in my darkest times, it’s a long stretch.
