Serious Autistcels Avoiding Social Interactions Out of Fear of Autism Being Exposed

[universallyabhorred]

As most of you know I have diagnosed autism, which makes social shit difficult for me. One of my worst fears is to have my social awkwardness and differences exposed and for the NTs to realize I am on the spectrum. This has a terrible stigma and even though NT's will pretend to be accepting, they will look down on, make fun of or see me as weak and worthless. This causes me to sometimes avoid interacting with people I have talked to before and not really initiate conversations or try to make friends.

Apart from feeling alien and awkward in ALL social situations, I often obsessively wonder if someone realized I was autistic based on my interaction with them, my family says it's not noticeable but I still can't help feel paranoid. Even if I made friends they'd definitely bully or drop me as soon as they found out I was autistic. I am not ashamed of it anymore, though I dislike it, but NT society is very hostile towards autistics.

 

[RoastieRipper]

You might not believe me but I didn't notice anything autistic from any post of yours that I've read and I'm usually pretty good at noticing it.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

You might not believe me but I didn't notice anything autistic from any post of yours that I've read and I'm usually pretty good at noticing it.

Really? I find his phrasing very autistic. Also, @Salustio

 

[TheGambler2]

I've felt this way my whole life.Once someone realises that,the word among normies will spread quickly and you will be made fun of

 

[JestER]

my family says it's not noticeable

Don't believe a word of that, my family said the same shit to me and it backfired

 

[JestER]

I've felt this way my whole life.Once someone realises that,the word among normies will spread quickly and you will be made fun of

This is exactly what happened to me in highschool JFL, I was still low-status even back then and this made it much worse

 

[universallyabhorred]

This is exactly what happened to me in highschool JFL, I was still low-status even back then and this made it much worse

High school is a brutal jungle where survival of the fittest applies. Genetic failures composed of ugly autistics like you are tortured and eaten alive by the higher class bullies

 

[JustinSane]

The austism stigma is real, only if you're male. Being treated and talked to as if you are a small child is humiliating.

 

[Deleted member 18214]

Lol at social interaction as an autist. I avoid everybody like the plague these days. Its for the best.

 

[JestER]

High school is a brutal jungle where survival of the fittest applies. Genetic failures composed of ugly autistics like you are tortured and eaten alive by the higher class bullies

I was eaten alive by everyone, including the staff themselves. Not even kidding

 

[universallyabhorred]

I was eaten alive by everyone, including the staff themselves. Not even kidding

You were weak, submissive, and wimpy, it never began for you.

 

[Deleted member 17719]

Society act like they care about Autism and mental health problems with their fund raising nonsense. Where I live they run marathons to raise money for autism yet they are the same type of people who would have laughed at me at school. I get pleasure when I hear of normies having autist children, a little bit of justice bring served by our Lord ER.

ER had a similar type of autism as me, lack of charisma and obsessive thinking

 

[Deleted member 8884]

As most of you know I have diagnosed autism, which makes social shit difficult for me. One of my worst fears is to have my social awkwardness and differences exposed and for the NTs to realize I am on the spectrum. This has a terrible stigma and even though NT's will pretend to be accepting, they will look down on, make fun of or see me as weak and worthless. This causes me to sometimes avoid interacting with people I have talked to before and not really initiate conversations or try to make friends.

Apart from feeling alien and awkward in ALL social situations, I often obsessively wonder if someone realized I was autistic based on my interaction with them, my family says it's not noticeable but I still can't help feel paranoid. Even if I made friends they'd definitely bully or drop me as soon as they found out I was autistic. I am not ashamed of it anymore, though I dislike it, but NT society is very hostile towards autistics.

There's actually a name for this disorder.

Avoidant personality disorder. Look it up srs.

>preemptively avoiding contact with others due to bad social skills
>avoidance of interpersonal contact
>anxiety
>autistic behaviors
>no close friends
>lack of risk taking

 

[inceldaygamer_]

As most of you know I have diagnosed autism, which makes social shit difficult for me. One of my worst fears is to have my social awkwardness and differences exposed and for the NTs to realize I am on the spectrum. This has a terrible stigma and even though NT's will pretend to be accepting, they will look down on, make fun of or see me as weak and worthless. This causes me to sometimes avoid interacting with people I have talked to before and not really initiate conversations or try to make friends.

Apart from feeling alien and awkward in ALL social situations, I often obsessively wonder if someone realized I was autistic based on my interaction with them, my family says it's not noticeable but I still can't help feel paranoid. Even if I made friends they'd definitely bully or drop me as soon as they found out I was autistic. I am not ashamed of it anymore, though I dislike it, but NT society is very hostile towards autistics.

I used to be exactly like this actually. I used to replay conversations in my head and wonder if I'd said something weird or if my body language was weird.

Now 30 years of incel rage has caused me to not give a shit and put foids in awkward situations. I force myself to embrace awkwardness.

I can't let it rule my life anyone, the self consciousness.

I cannot let it win, I cannot let foids win.