Blackpill [Autismpill] Being a self-aware, sub-5, talentless autist is hell

[happiless]

The only thing worse I can think of is watching your wife and children get raped and murdered in front of you, being a friendless truecel or being physically tortured for an extended period of time. Other than that I can think of nothing worse.

self-aware
A low-functioning autist has the benefit of being oblivious to why he's trash. But for mild autists like me and many others here we can feel loneliness and so on.

sub-5
Being sub-7 is enough to suffer as an autist, but being sub-5 is hell. Being a 4 isn't terrible in itself, but being an autistic 4 is at least worse than being an NT 3. Combine your ugly looks with the perks of mild autism + talentlessness and you're about as well of as an NT 2 or below.

talentless
But all autists have special autistic talents right? Nope, many of us have none, or at least no useful talents. In other words you have nothing to compensate for your autism.

autism
Excluding the few exceptions to the norm, it's mental disorder which makes you incapable of socializing decently and building relationships. Common symptoms of autism:

• no friends
• no job
• cant pass a job interview
• virginity
• cant socialize
• socializing with strangers (anyone excluding your parents) feels uncomfortable

Common symptoms for mild autists are the above +:

• depression
• suicidal thoughts
• anxiety
• anything outside your cope-zone is stressful

If you aren't diagnosed but have these symptoms and live in a country with autismbuxx, I recommend you get diagnosed and pretend to be a low functioning autist. Have your parents play along since they might get interviewed. Being the type of autist I described above is a death sentence. It's impossible to ascend and you will never have a decent life.

 

[masterwizard]

Getting diagnosed is a high IQ idea, many here are probably on the spectrum so might as well get the diagnosis as a card in their deck.

I went to see a therapist unrelated to autism (to do with recovery from a physical issue) and within about 20 seconds she asked “I don’t want to be rude, but are you on the spectrum?” - got to give credit it where its due, she was right and fast as hell.

 

[TheGambler2]

Totally agree,yet some people(potentially fakecels) keep talking about how being a dickcel or being of a certain ethnicity is the worst..

 

[gnomen1]

Totally agree,yet some people(potentially fakecels) keep talking about how being a dickcel or being of a certain ethnicity is the worst..

NT´s will never understand. Individuals with high genetic quality can appear in any race. Phallos size doesn´t matter if there is no attraction. Height is not an absolute indicator of genetic quality.

Neurotypicality is what makes you a human being and not a robot. When you are NT there is always hope.

 

[Deleted member 6470]

Getting diagnosed is a high IQ idea, many here are probably on the spectrum so might as well get the diagnosis as a card in their deck.

I went to see a therapist unrelated to autism (to do with recovery from a physical issue) and within about 20 seconds she asked “I don’t want to be rude, but are you on the spectrum?” - got to give credit it where its due, she was right and fast as hell.

How she found out? Is it because of your mannerisms?

 

[Braincel14w]

I used to live on benefits when I had crushing chronic back pain and depression. I could probably just qualify as an autist but I'm very good at acting normal for a short while so I can socialise but women can tell through the body language that something is off with me. Self employment even earning less than a normie part time wage is better than having a bit more money with benefits. Got a purpose in life, I'm in control of what I do and when I do it. I don't recommend living on benefits there's no way to avoid depression being aimless.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Totally agree,yet some people(potentially fakecels) keep talking about how being a dickcel or being of a certain ethnicity is the worst..

Have you tried being curry ?

 

[TheGambler2]

Have you tried being curry ?

No man,why does it matter?Being ugly sucks no matter what race you are.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

No man,why does it matter?Being ugly sucks no matter what race you are.

Everyone looks down on you and views you as inferior class

 

[TheGambler2]

Everyone looks down on you and views you as inferior class

Yeah,but that applies to more or less every ugly person.Still,if you are NT,you can hobbymaxx,friendmaxx,get a job and do other normie stuff.While with autism leaving the house is very hard,every minute outside is cringeworthy.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Yeah,but that applies to more or less every ugly person.Still,if you are NT,you can hobbymaxx,friendmaxx,get a job and do other normie stuff.While with autism leaving the house is very hard,every minute outside is cringeworthy.

Hmm well I have social anxiety but that’s about it I guess

 

[Cuyen]

No man,why does it matter?Being ugly sucks no matter what race you are.

yo'd be roped right now if you were curry bro show some respect

 

[Izayacel]

it is indeed over

 

[Deleted member 5333]

they need to invent some uglynessbux

 

[Cuyen]

it is indeed over

 

[MarriedAndLookin4Fun]

Autism is truly one of the worst death sentences alongside physical deformities. The fact that most autists die virgins is just an indicator that we need to erradicate this

 

[Insomniac]

Autism is truly one of the worst death sentences alongside physical deformities. The fact that most autists die virgins is just an indicator that we need to erradicate this

 

[gnomen1]

Autism is truly one of the worst death sentences alongside physical deformities. The fact that most autists die virgins is just an indicator that we need to erradicate this

No, we need autism to be accepted. Autism genes are present on every chromosome, and everyone human carries some of these genes. It´s impossible to eradicate.

We wouldn´t even be having this discussion without this man. Look at him rocking the chair, and how he actually was treated with respect 30 years ago.

 

[Actually Autistic]

This. I feel incels.is is the best forum to relate with others who have asperger’s syndrome. Other communities are full of self diagnosed and femoids.

 

[Words2_live_bye]

• no friends
• no job
• cant pass a job interview
• virginity
• cant socialize
• socializing with strangers (anyone excluding your parents) feels uncomfortable

yep, that's me

 

[Modafincel]

The self-awareness part is the most horrible. Being a super-autist like Chris-Chan or this guy is ok, because you're not self-aware. It's like being an animal. But being aware that you're a subhuman autist is horrible.

 

[Cuyen]

autism is a forced meme by fakecels

 

[PEETER]

autism is a forced meme by fakecels

fuck you, die

 

[happiless]

autism is a forced meme by fakecels

Autism = status rape. And if you can't behave like a normal human foids will pick up on it and subconsciously think you're subhuman. Anway I don't need to prove that you're wrong, science and stats prove it for me

 

[Michael15651]

Totally agree,yet some people(potentially fakecels) keep talking about how being a dickcel or being of a certain ethnicity is the worst..

Those god damn fakecels...

 

[GeneticFilth]

This thread is pure cope. You're just ugly. Being autistic causes you to be more prone to having ugly facial features. That's it.

The face and brain develop in coordination, with each influencing the other, beginning in the embryo and continuing through adolescence. Now, University of Missouri researchers have found distinct differences between the facial characteristics of children with autism compared to those of typically developing children.This knowledge could help researchers understand the origins of autism.

https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2011/10/111020105914.htm

You would of been like Ice poseidon or this guy if you weren't ugly.

 

[Smallondick]

I do not know if I have already said that they are incapable of perceiving irony or double entender and I have long understood, but I have some suspicious symptoms.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

Dude stfu its not your autism thats holding you back, its your dogshit tier face in the midst of sexual liberation and female hypergamy which means your genes are being weeded out because you arent aesthetically pleasing enough to foids

 

[universallyabhorred]

Legit thread OP. Imagine being sub3 plus diagnosed autist plus self aware with no talents like me and life is hell.

 

[masterwizard]

How she found out? Is it because of your mannerisms?

Presumably its a subtle, barely imperceptible awkwardness / stiffness. I think everyone especially women can sense it in normal men but don't understand or realise what it is.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

Yeah and I kind of hate how Hollywood portrays autists as chadlite savants who work for the CIA and always get the girl.

 

[SlayaCaleb88]

Autism is the worst specially if you have a sister.
Since the man has to do fucking everything in a relationship that means the autist guy is fucked, its over.
But if you are an autist foid you can still get Chad. God I hate this fucking disability so much, back in 2016 I was in full beta uprising mode real pissed off with my life and then they put me on this drug called Risperidone (same one as elliot rodger has had) its fucking horrible it gives me anxiety and whenever I take it at night I get paranoid as fuck. What is the worst part about it is the jealousy, you already have fucked up genes now you have to deal with the fact others you grew up with are doing well and having a great life. I will never be able to get a job because I am awkward as fuck and cant make eye contact with the employer and nobody wants to hire and autist. So pretty much I will have to live off neetbux for the rest of my life because 1. I am too anxious to go to a job interview and 2. They won't like me at all. I have wanted all my life to be a cop or join the army but couldn't due to my subhumanism. Sure I could go to university and get a degree for computer science and become a coder thats all nice and well, but I also suffer with major adhd and can't keep on one subject for too long. Once my parents are dead I am fucked.

 

[Actually Autistic]

Autism is the worst specially if you have a sister.
Since the man has to do fucking everything in a relationship that means the autist guy is fucked, its over.
But if you are an autist foid you can still get Chad. God I hate this fucking disability so much, back in 2016 I was in full beta uprising mode real pissed off with my life and then they put me on this drug called Risperidone (same one as elliot rodger has had) its fucking horrible it gives me anxiety and whenever I take it at night I get paranoid as fuck. What is the worst part about it is the jealousy, you already have fucked up genes now you have to deal with the fact others you grew up with are doing well and having a great life. I will never be able to get a job because I am awkward as fuck and cant make eye contact with the employer and nobody wants to hire and autist. So pretty much I will have to live off neetbux for the rest of my life because 1. I am too anxious to go to a job interview and 2. They won't like me at all. I have wanted all my life to be a cop or join the army but couldn't due to my subhumanism. Sure I could go to university and get a degree for computer science and become a coder thats all nice and well, but I also suffer with major adhd and can't keep on one subject for too long. Once my parents are dead I am fucked.

Don’t get a job. I’m on the spectrum and went through the nightmare of moving from one shitty job to the next. I was made to take on extra hours doing the toughest work for little pay and no promotions. Eventually I developed a medical condition in my legs that messes with how I walk. Never try. Just give up.

Lets say you do get a job ok? You’ll be stuck at the bottom while the ‘cool kids’ get moved up to better positions within the company.

You’ll be forced to hear about Nicholas’s vacation to Mexico, Colton’s house party, Connors backpacking journey through Europe and the chicks he smashed, Brad’s hot date tonight while you suffer scrubbing dishes or lifting heavy boxes. Stay in your room. The outside world is not worth it.

 

[SlayaCaleb88]

Don’t get a job. I’m on the spectrum and went through the nightmare of moving from one shitty job to the next. I was made to take on extra hours doing the toughest work for little pay and no promotions. Eventually I developed a medical condition in my legs that messes with how I walk. Never try. Just give up.

Lets say you do get a job ok? You’ll be stuck at the bottom while the ‘cool kids’ get moved up to better positions within the company.

You’ll be forced to hear about Nicholas’s vacation to Mexico, Colton’s house party, Connors backpacking journey through Europe and the chicks he smashed, Brad’s hot date tonight while you suffer scrubbing dishes or lifting heavy boxes. Stay in your room. The outside world is not worth it.

Yeah good point. Its all pointless out there anyway.

 

[The Abyss]

Fuck man, quit describing me; shit.

Went to a doctor & a useless place called me with the vaguest fucking answer to who they were, called 'em back & was told they have no record of contacting me & even then I live too far away? Lol fucking UK is shit, gotta jump through the hoops of seeing the doctor again now.