Autism is a curse

[Eternatus]

The only condition that I seriously believe affects your smv even if u look decent, it’s called “autism” because “your brain is wired so badly you are incompatible for social bonding” would have been inconvenient. I don’t know if it is the synaptic pruning that Im missing, but it seriously feels like people around me live on the ground while Im constantly receiving inputs and noise from a parallel dimension, like I could appear like a total retard (and maybe I am atp) but all my resources are concentrated on a thought or a pattern Ive been focusing on. A doctor diagnosed me with Aspergers but whatever you wanna call it, autism is a fucking curse.

 

[zephyr]

I find that 'Bad wiring' comment interesting.

I've only heard it called 'Different wiring' in the past.

 

[Eternatus]

I find that 'Bad wiring' comment interesting.

I've only heard it called 'Different wiring' in the past.

Whatever keeps you away from surviving with the rest is inherently bad, the fact that I don’t find people entertaining, not even a relationship, I mean I was in love with a girl that didn’t care but I don’t know honestly what I could have done even if she did like me. My interests are like the equivalent of wanting to eat skittles for dinner (metaphorically).

 

[TheSlavicCel]

The only condition that I seriously believe affects your smv even if u look decent, it’s called “autism” because “your brain is wired so badly you are incompatible for social bonding” would have been inconvenient. I don’t know if it is the synaptic pruning that Im missing, but it seriously feels like people around me live on the ground while Im constantly receiving inputs and noise from a parallel dimension, like I could appear like a total retard (and maybe I am atp) but all my resources are concentrated on a thought or a pattern Ive been focusing on. A doctor diagnosed me with Aspergers but whatever you wanna call it, autism is a fucking curse.

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[zephyr]

If I ever figure out how I'm only border line autistic instead of regular autistic I'll make a thread about it.

 

[Grodd]

I am autistic and i'm fucking depressed

 

[Eternatus]

I am autistic and i'm fucking depressed

View: https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=z_FoJBHo9bk&si=L6NqQ_pLA5Lt80Yv

This should keep you occupied for 10 minutes

 

[pieropuntel]

The only condition that I seriously believe affects your smv even if u look decent, it’s called “autism” because “your brain is wired so badly you are incompatible for social bonding” would have been inconvenient. I don’t know if it is the synaptic pruning that Im missing, but it seriously feels like people around me live on the ground while Im constantly receiving inputs and noise from a parallel dimension, like I could appear like a total retard (and maybe I am atp) but all my resources are concentrated on a thought or a pattern Ive been focusing on. A doctor diagnosed me with Aspergers but whatever you wanna call it, autism is a fucking curse.

it depends. if you have a less severe type you can pretty easily mask it, still brutal.

 

[Fo4idhater]

Having autism and ADHD is a fucking curse you will never be normal, no matter what happens.

 

[onetwothree]

Such a fucking curse, everyone can detect it.

 

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

I am autistic and i'm fucking depressed

 

[Ijustwannaslapahoe]

meanwhile "autsitic" foids have healthy social lives and sex lives