[ATOMIC SUICIDE FUEL] What we've all missed out on...

[Minjaze]

Close your eyes for a moment and picture yourself at around 15-16 years of age, back when you still harbored some form of hope inside you. You are sitting on a comfortable couch watching a show you enjoy, the girl of your dreams affectionately curled up beside you. The television might be blaring but all you can focus on is her - the sparkling eyes and warm smile clearly meant for you. 

Like clockwork, both of you lean in closer to one-another. You can feel hear hot breath on your face as she plants tender kisses along your neck, eventually settling for your lips. You gently slide your hand down her arm, feeling her soft skin brushing against your fingertips. She's now on top of you, playing with your hair as you explore every inch of her mouth. It's like nothing else matters anymore, you're both in your own little world with a population of two.

All of a sudden, she stops and looks at you, her cheeks flushing bright red. "You know, my parents won't be home for another hour, do you want to like... Well... Maybe..." before she can even finish, you an ecstatic "yes" escape your lips.

You can feel your heart race as you head off towards her bedroom - it is actually happening, there is no turning back now. She lifts her shirt over her head, giving you a full view of her white bra and the pink nipples poking against it's fabric. You begin to nimble on her body as she slides her hands under your shirt, touching you all over. You try to unhook her bra but find yourself struggling, having never touched one. "Let me help you with that, I have trouble getting it off myself sometimes" she says, giggling. After a few attempts, the bra slides right off and you gaze upon her perky breasts. You begin to massage and play with them, just taking in that feeling of having something so soft and bouncy in your hands.

In what seemed to go by in a flash, you are both completely naked. You slowly slide your finger down her wet vagina, causing her to let out a soft gasp. It feels sort of... Slimy is the only word you can think of at the moment. You begin to move your finger in a beckoning motion while she wraps her feminine hand around her member and begins to play with it, feeling how hard it is. 

Eventually, she pulls out a condom and slides it on you. "I've been saving this for when we went all the way... I'm sorry if I don't know what I'm doing since I've never really done it before" she stutters a bit and looks away, hoping you won't judge her. "Don't worry, this is my first time too" you say, seemingly putting her at ease.

After some fumbling, you finally manage to put it in and it feels like heaven on earth. You're both panting now as you thrust inside her tight pussy, slowly getting the hang of this whole "sex" thing.

Then it happens, the world around you is a blur as you feel yourself release inside her. Then you just sit lay there, panting and cuddling. You wrap your arms around her naked form, resting your head on her chest and feeling hear heart beat. Then she whispers something in your ear, something that makes your heart flutter whenever you hear her say it. "I love you"






"B-but Minjaze, you're full of shit! That's now how people lose their virginities!" WRONG! Here's some suicide fuel straight from the horse's mouth.

https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/3wjfle/reddit_what_was_your_first_sexual_experience_like/

https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/2wraaz/describe_your_first_time_having_sex_was_it/

https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/1ehe5d/what_was_your_first_sexual_encounter_like/

It's fucking over.

 

[idkwattodowithlife]

Its impossible to go back in time, the age pill is so brutal, and that is also effects Normies, Stacies, and Chads, not only Incels.

 

[Minjaze]

Its impossible to go back in time, the age pill is so brutal, and that is also effects Normies, Stacies, and Chads, not only Incels.

Yeah, it's one of the most brutal pills out there.
The older you get, the more subhuman you feel due to all the things you've missed out on. 

I wish I could be reborn as some Chad and live the life I deserve.

 

[Deleted member 60]

oh man, what I would give to be a teenager again. Fuck this life

 

[KyloRen]

Holy shit, dude. You're a good writer.

Reading this made me ponder about myself. I'm 22, I live independently, study, work, do "adult" stuff, but I still feel like a child. As if I haven't progressed into "manhood" because of my lack of experience. I hope you can relate to it, as well.

 

[Deleted member 1252]

Its impossible to go back in time, the age pill is so brutal, and that is also effects Normies, Stacies, and Chads, not only Incels.

As Camus said, we are all living the same death sentence. Nothing matters. When Chad and Stacy die, they’ll be in the same state of non-existence as us. Even the hottest Stacy is ultimately the same wormfood as the ugliest incel.

 

[Minjaze]

Holy shit, dude. You're a good writer.

Reading this made me ponder about myself. I'm 22, I live independently, study, work, do "adult" stuff, but I still feel like a child. As if I haven't progressed into "manhood" because of my lack of experience. I hope you can relate to it, as well.

Thank you.

This is the same way I feel, made a thread about it before too.
While we're technically "adults" we're really no more than overgrown children, at least in terms of experience. We were never really given the opportunity to transition into adulthood and explore relationships.

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As Camus said, we are all living the same death sentence. Nothing matters. When Chad and Stacy die, they’ll be in the same state of non-existence as us. Even the hottest Stacy is ultimately the same wormfood as the ugliest incel.

Sounds nihilistic, I like it.

Though, at least Chad and Stacy won't die full of regret. They've got to experience some form of happiness during their time on this world.

 

[Blackpill101]

Lmao dude (from what I've heard and based on the links you posted) sex when you're both virgins won't be good the first time. But I agree that we all missed out, since without sex in your teen years you'd become seriously fucked up later in life.

 

[Framecel222]

 

[Blackpill101]

You're a fucking cuck. Based on your looks you aren't ugly at all, just need to looksmax a little. I would've slayed hundreds of roasties if I had your fucking face (and height).

 

[Minjaze]

Lmao dude (from what I've heard and based on the links you posted) sex when you're both virgins won't be good the first time. But I agree that we all missed out, since without sex in your teen years you'd become seriously fucked up later in life.

There's still something appealing about the awkwardness of it imo, and this is normies we're talking about so their standard of sex is pretty high. 

Yeah, hence why all of us are depressed or suicidal in some way.

 

[theoldnick]

great writing

but I sense that you're idealizing sex quite a bit, it's really not how it works, especially the first time...

girls tend to give strong "resistance" when you are trying to lead to sex the first time, you need to be smooth and say/do the right things or be lucky else she panics and freezes and leaves

also it's messy and you need to wash up afterwards lol

 

[Minjaze]

Wish someone would lend me a gun already.

 

[Framecel222]

You're a fucking cuck. Based on your looks you aren't ugly at all, just need to looksmax a little. I would've slayed hundreds of roasties if I had your fucking face (and height).

"9-11, what is your emergency?"

"My friend Blackpill101 just ingested an entire bottle of bluepills! I think he's gonna OD! He's saying that personality matters, get an ambulance here quickly before it's too late!"

 

[Minjaze]

great writing

but I sense that you're idealizing sex quite a bit, it's really not how it works, especially the first time...

girls tend to give strong "resistance" when you are trying to lead to sex the first time, you need to be smooth and say/do the right things or be lucky else she panics and freezes and leaves

also it's messy and you need to wash up afterwards lol

Cope, plenty of girls are eager to have sex with Chad.

Also, I wouldn't mind cleaning up at all.

 

[Blackpill101]

There's still something appealing about the awkwardness of it imo, and this is normies we're talking about so their standard of sex is pretty high. 

Yeah, hence why all of us are depressed or suicidal in some way.

I agree, especially the first time you fore play with her while she's fully nude, and then when you finger her and she starts to moan and stuff... Fuck my life. 
But the actual sex won't be that pleasant I've heard.

 

[theoldnick]

and you didn't necessarily miss out, if you can find a late virgin girl (there are plenty under the radar)
you could experience first time late with them

I've personally known 3 virgins girls above 25 year old (and not even ugly, 6/10 and 7/10)

 

[KyloRen]

great writing

but I sense that you're idealizing sex quite a bit, it's really not how it works, especially the first time...

girls tend to give strong "resistance" when you are trying to lead to sex the first time, you need to be smooth and say/do the right things or be lucky else she panics and freezes and leaves

also it's messy and you need to wash up afterwards lol

You say this from experience?

 

[Blackpill101]

"9-11, what is your emergency?"

"My friend Blackpill101 just ingested an entire bottle of bluepills! I think he's gonna OD! He's saying that personality matters, get an ambulance here quickly before it's too late!"

It's not about personality, cuck. The true definition of an incel is a man who won't get laid simply because of his insanely unattractive facial appearance. You do not fit into that definition at all. Have you tried approaching before?

 

[Minjaze]

I agree, especially the first time you fore play with her while she's fully nude, and then when you finger her and she starts to moan and stuff... Fuck my life. 
But the actual sex won't be that pleasant I've heard.

Holy shit... Just as I was trying to get over it, lol.

Yeah, I've heard the same. Would still be worth seeing for yourself though.

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and you didn't necessarily miss out, if you can find a late virgin girl (there are plenty under the radar)
you could experience first time late with them

I've personally known 3 virgins girls above 25 year old (and not even ugly, 6/10 and 7/10)

Where the fuck do you find girls like this? 
Besides, not like any of them would be willing to date me.

You seem like you know a lot about this, I have my eye on you, lol.

 

[Framecel222]

It's not about personality, cuck. The true definition of an incel is a man who won't get laid simply because of his insanely unattractive facial appearance. You do not fit into that definition at all. Have you tried approaching before?

>Approaching women as a subhuman

No, why would I do that?

 

[Blackpill101]

Holy shit... Just as I was trying to get over it, lol.

Yeah, I've heard the same. Would still be worth seeing for yourself though.

Imagine a young woman showing you her nude ass and bouncy tits and moaning as you touch her private area and make out with her. Porn will never give us the reality of what real sex feels like. 

Just thinking about sex is suicide fuel.

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>Approaching women as a subhuman

No, why would I do that?

But you aren't a subhuman. Is everyone here wrong apparently? Your autism is the reason, not your fucking face (which is close to chadlite). You think women approach good looking men regularly, lol?

 

[theoldnick]

great writing
but I sense that you're idealizing sex quite a bit, it's really not how it works, especially the first time...
girls tend to give strong "resistance" when you are trying to lead to sex the first time, you need to be smooth and say/do the right things or be lucky else she panics and freezes and leaves
also it's messy and you need to wash up afterwards lol

You say this from experience?

yes

PUAs call it the "last minute resistance" or "anti-slut defense"
it's one of the few things they are right about

3 times in my life I had girls in my room and they did the panic/freeze thing
never heard from them again

the 3 were my fault and lack of experience, i wasn't smooth enough a few years ago, too inexperienced
the girls are a bit crazy too... it was all girls from online dating... those more often have issues, I know that now

 

[KyloRen]

Imagine a young woman showing you her nude ass and bouncy tits and moaning as you touch her private area and make out with her. Porn will never give us the reality of what real sex feels like. 

Just thinking about sex is suicide fuel.

Like that's ever going to happen.

Complete, unrefined, suicide fuel.

 

[Deleted member 1627]

"but but sex happen in highschool " said the bluepill coper

 

[Minjaze]

Imagine a young woman showing you her nude ass and bouncy tits and moaning as you touch her private area and make out with her. Porn will never give us the reality of what real sex feels like. 

Just thinking about sex is suicide fuel.

That's the worst thing about it, all we can do is "imagine" or watch other people do it. Your thread about porn summed it up nicely.

Yeah, definitely.
I can't even fathom what it feels like, it must be unreal. Not just the act itself, but the fact that she genuinely wants YOU.

 

[Framecel222]

But you aren't a subhuman. Is everyone here wrong apparently? Your autism is the reason, not your fucking face (which is close to chadlite). You think women approach good looking men regularly, lol?

I don't have autism lel. If I was 6/10 I'd get laid easily.

 

[KyloRen]

yes

PUAs call it the "last minute resistance" or "anti-slut defense"
it's one of the few things they are right about

3 times in my life I had girls in my room and they did the panic/freeze thing
never heard from them again

the 3 were my fault and lack of experience, i wasn't smooth enough a few years ago, too inexperienced
the girls are a bit crazy too... it was all girls from online dating... those more often have issues, I know that now

Bud, you're lightyears ahead of where any of us will be.

 

[Minjaze]

"but but sex happen in highschool " said the bluepill coper

I lmao at anyone who says that.
It's EXTREMELY uncommon to be a virgin after your teens, most people lose it from 13-19.

 

[Blackpill101]

I don't have autism lel. If I was 6/10 I'd get laid easily.

Based on this community judging you, you're at least a 6.5/10. How do you expect to get laid without approaching women, cuck? We need to ban fakecels like him.

 

[theoldnick]

Where the fuck do you find girls like this? 
Besides, not like any of them would be willing to date me.

You seem like you know a lot about this, I have my eye on you, lol.

yes I guarantee there are plenty of virgin girls above 20,
maybe as much as 10% of the girl population ? I dont know exactly but it's way more than you think

but those girls are more under the radar

 

[Minjaze]

yes

PUAs call it the "last minute resistance" or "anti-slut defense"
it's one of the few things they are right about

3 times in my life I had girls in my room and they did the panic/freeze thing
never heard from them again

the 3 were my fault and lack of experience, i wasn't smooth enough a few years ago, too inexperienced
the girls are a bit crazy too... it was all girls from online dating... those more often have issues, I know that now

Still better than me, I've never been alone with a girl at all.

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yes I guarantee there are plenty of virgin girls above 20,
maybe as much as 10% of the girl population ? I dont know exactly but it's way more than you think

but those girls are more under the radar

How is it even possible to be a virgin female? Do you know how easy it is for them to get laid?

I hope to find this unicorn someday, lol.

 

[Framecel222]

Based on this community judging you, you're at least a 6.5/10. How do you expect to get laid without approaching women, cuck? We need to ban fakecels like him.

I don't know anybody who cold approaches, that's reserved exclusively for PUAfags.

Still better than me, I've never been alone with a girl at all.

Your post is really well written, how did you even think of all this stuff if you've never experienced it?

 

[Chadistan]

yes I guarantee there are plenty of virgin girls above 20,
maybe as much as 10% of the girl population ? I dont know exactly but it's way more than you think

but those girls are more under the radar

LMAO, I get blasted on here for saying virgin women exist but it's true. While most women are whores, some respectable virgins remain and I hope to find one to marry.

 

[Minjaze]

Your post is really well written, how did you even think of all this stuff if you've never experienced it?

A good imagination and years of fantasizing, lol.
I also torture myself by reading about the sexual experiences of others.

 

[Blackpill101]

I don't know anybody who cold approaches, that's reserved exclusively for PUAfags.


Your post is really well written, how did you even think of all this stuff if you've never experienced it?

Lmao then how do you expect to have sex with a girl if you refuse to initiate a conversation with her? You think she will make the first move or something?

 

[Framecel222]

Lmao then how do you expect to have sex with a girl if you refuse to initiate a conversation with her? You think she will make the first move or something?

It's not as simple as that. I am a complete social outcast due to my looks. I have no way of even meeting girls because my social circle is nonexistent, and cold approaching a girl in class is creepy.

 

[Minjaze]

Lmao then how do you expect to have sex with a girl if you refuse to initiate a conversation with her? You think she will make the first move or something?

How are you supposed to approach someone without it coming across as creepy? It's not like you can just walk up to someone on the street, lol.

The few times I tried approaching girls, they either refused to even acknowledge my existence or made excuses to get away from me.

 

[theoldnick]

How is it even possible to be a virgin female? Do you know how easy it is for them to get laid?

I hope to find this unicorn someday, lol.

the 3 virgins above 25 that I known were one/some of those factors:

they have never been with a man before

they are scared of doing it


they are not ready to do it yet

they are shy

 

[Blackpill101]

It's not as simple as that. I am a complete social outcast due to my looks. I have no way of even meeting girls because my social circle is nonexistent, and cold approaching a girl in class is creepy.

I don't mean like directly asking her out on a date or something. You don't ever try to initiate some conversation at all? But I doubt it's because of your looks since I've seen multiple guys who are literally incel tier but are still social (with other guys).

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How are you supposed to approach someone without it coming across as creepy? It's not like you can just walk up to someone on the street, lol.

The few times I tried approaching girls, they either refused to even acknowledge my existence or made excuses to get away from me.

I'm talking about that guy with a pepe avatar, who's at least a 6.5/10 and could become a Chadlite if he looksmaxxed. He isn't a subhuman like the rest of us.

 

[Minjaze]

the 3 virgins above 25 that I known were one/some of those factors:

they have never been with a man before

they are scared of doing it


they are not ready to do it yet

they are shy

Holy shit, I need a girl like this.

 

[Framecel222]

I don't mean like directly asking her out on a date or something. You don't ever try to initiate some conversation at all? But I doubt it's because of your looks since I've seen multiple guys who are literally incel tier burn are still social (with other guys).

Nope, I tried talking to one Stacy once and she was super uninterested. That depleted the tiny bit of confidence I had. It's over.

 

[Blackpill101]

Nope, I tried talking to one Stacy once and she was super uninterested. That depleted the tiny bit of confidence I had. It's over.

I dunno man, maybe you showed an awkward attitude in front of her. Does that mean it's over for above average men also?

 

[Framecel222]

I dunno man, maybe you showed an awkward attitude in front of her. Does that mean it's over for above average men also?

No, it's only over for ugly subhumans like me.

 

[Blackpill101]

Yeah, it's one of the most brutal pills out there.
The older you get, the more subhuman you feel due to all the things you've missed out on. 

I wish I could be reborn as some Chad and live the life I deserve.

Maybe reincarnation is real...

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No, it's only over for ugly subhumans like me.

But that doesn't make sense since you're literally at least a 6.5/10.

 

[Framecel222]

But that doesn't make sense since you're literally at least a 6.5/10.

Maybe after Accutane, otoplasty, rhinoplasty, and steroids.

 

[Blackpill101]

Maybe after Accutane, otoplasty, rhinoplasty, and steroids.

Just lol if you think that your derm will allow you to take accutane... you don't know what actual acne looks like. 

Fag needs to stop looking for validation and saying "muh I got rejected by a Stacy therefore I'm a literal subhuman right now. Guys here's my "shitty" face go ahead and rate me.

You're like these college confidential nerds who post their amazing academic achievements while literally complaining and feelings insecure.

 

[NeverSubmit]

If you want virgin so bad go to South East Asia and buy one

 

[Deleted member 1252]

Though, at least Chad and Stacy won't die full of regret. They've got to experience some form of happiness during their time on this world.

True, although on the other hand, they’ve got something to lose. They’ll be sad to die; they’ll actually be losing something they love. We’ll just be glad it’s finally over.

 

[Framecel222]

Just lol if you think that your derm will allow you to take accutane... you don't know what actual acne looks like. 

Fag needs to stop looking for validation and saying "muh I got rejected by a Stacy therefore I'm a literal subhuman right now. Guys here's my "shitty" face go ahead and rate me.

You're like these college confidential nerds who post their amazing academic achievements while literally complaining and feelings insecure.

I'm already on Accutane, I bought it from an online steroid dealer, kek.