At what age did you lose hope?

[Cuckoja]

I thought that i lost all hope still Im loosing more hope with each passing day

 

[TooSomething]

37

 

[The Wolf]

What even is hope? You mean real belief in myself? Or just "there might be a 30% chance?" I never had real hope. Objectively my odds were always around 1 in 500 million, realistically speaking. That's worse odds than winning millions in the lottery.

It's complicated. I'm 28 now. I'd say I lost total hope about 2 years ago, but I never had a chance. Deep down I always knew that, and that's why I've never asked out a girl before. Why should I have? The status quo of my thinking is "no hope", always has been but my brain sometimes (a few days per year) told me differently. Then boom back to reality.

I have more than enough experience to know that I'm not wanted.

I always lied to myself, telling myself it would somehow improve... like thinking your messy room will clean itself up. Within these 6-7 years I had fleeting, illogical moments of hope (I have so-called grandiose thoughts sometimes), where I would research excersise routines (and carry them out for maybe 2 days).

Again, absolutely illogical and not based on reality but it made me feel a bit better. Maybe my brain did it to survive. But the hope lasted only for a few hours, and so did my motivation.

I never worked out 3 days at a time for example despite being able to use my parents' gym equipment at home.

 

[oldcel]

cels here claimin they knew they were incel at age 5

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

21, towards my 22th birthday. I had already decided that at 22 it would have been over. Why 22? Because it was ER's age when he did the act. It's a very significant year.
But also because 20-21 was when I had the most hope, I spent a year being redpilled and trying to self-improve, and I got the impression that I was making "steady progress", when in reality I was just wasting time. When I finally hit ER's age and realized that not only I hadn't improved at all in any aspect of life, but I had become even worse than when I had started, I lost hope of ever living a respectable life.
Now my parents have lost hope too.

 

[soft]

Around 27, I kept deluding myself for a long time.

 

[SuccessfulShark]

Finishing uni (23) without kissing even tho I aproach hundreds of girls and was very active in the social environment, that was the final nail in the coffin. But I still have a very unconventional plan B.

 

[ItsovERfucks]

Age 16

 

[shithand]

16 is when I got IQ and racepilled and became severely depressed, only rotting in my room, on my phone or playing videogames from time to time. And at 18 I became fully blackpilled and started losing all hope

That’s legit what happened to me

 

[Truecelcel]

I’d say I have a slither amount of hope left at 19, but I know it’ll vaporize once I hit my mid 20s

13

 

[AdolfRizzler]

16-17 when i found the blackpill and i knew it s over for me, but i still had a bit of hope left for me, but now at almost 20 i know it s beyond over and there is no hope + no ground from where hope can rise

 

[Smiggles]

I started losing hope at 14 but by the time I was 22 I legit knew life was hopeless.

 

[underballer]

View: https://youtu.be/Wn2w3j_xmbw?si=xYhPOnMU75dZtLg0

 

[underballer]

7 years old

 

[Grodd]

18

 

[ULTRAMAN]

43

 

[JuliusEvola]

I can confidently say the last ember of hope was extinguished when I was 18.

 

[endoftheskies]

I’d say I have a slither amount of hope left at 19, but I know it’ll vaporize once I hit my mid 20s

13

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

20

 

[DarthBurritoBastard]

17

 

[Sans]

About 16-17

 

[unhingedsamsung]

17 going to 18