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Nordicel94
Pancake-faced viking-cel
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When did you first start getting sexually attracted to girls and how did you notice it?
I remember it as being the last few months of 6th grade (that's at the age of 12 here). All the boys suddenly got interested in looking at foids in bikinis on the internet (this was early internet). I remember me and my friends saving up for a Nudie mag but being stopped in the store while hovering around that aisle. It's weird that my brain had suddenly unlocked a new dimension of existence in which my body and brain responded to girls differently.
At that time, I was quite optimistic. I imagined that by the time I got to High School I would be able to wield my new found power to get sex and a girlfriend. I thought that just by being a sexual being, these things would fall into my lap.
18 years later and my sexuality is nothing but a curse. I've never had any of the experience my brain is built to have had and is constantly urging me to get. All this wasted brainpower and lusting.
If you're incel, you're doomed to yearn after what's always out of reach.
I remember it as being the last few months of 6th grade (that's at the age of 12 here). All the boys suddenly got interested in looking at foids in bikinis on the internet (this was early internet). I remember me and my friends saving up for a Nudie mag but being stopped in the store while hovering around that aisle. It's weird that my brain had suddenly unlocked a new dimension of existence in which my body and brain responded to girls differently.
At that time, I was quite optimistic. I imagined that by the time I got to High School I would be able to wield my new found power to get sex and a girlfriend. I thought that just by being a sexual being, these things would fall into my lap.
18 years later and my sexuality is nothing but a curse. I've never had any of the experience my brain is built to have had and is constantly urging me to get. All this wasted brainpower and lusting.
If you're incel, you're doomed to yearn after what's always out of reach.