At this point, even if I did put in the massive effort to escape inceldom...

[Recon9]

I would probably just reject any girl who showed interest in me after looksmaxing,working out, eating right, etc. Just to relish seeing them feel what rejection feels like, I don't even feel that far off to be completely honest, my biggest problem is I weigh 125.

I'm so friggen bitter now, every girl I date now is going to have been on so many dates and shit, always validated, always having someone to love them, while I had to wallow in self pity since like 16 because no girl showed any interest in me. I WENT TO PROM WITH MY COUSIN FFS, and I just sat at a table while she danced with some tyrone. I had to watch as every other guy had a girl to motivate them to accomplishing great things while I wasted time chasing after girls only to be rejected over and over because I didn't understand what women wanted. I lacked the latent ability to pick up women because I DIDN'T HAVE A FUCKING DAD.

I've picked up GOMAD recently and if I start to gain some weight and my skinny face fills out a bit I could probably look bretty gud tbh. 

Idk though, it feels so shitty that I have to completely change everything about my lifestyle that I've come to enjoy, to impress a girl, even through online dating, all because I wasn't blessed with good looks or charisma. After I work my ass off to look at least slightly above average I'd probably have to settle for a below average girl who puts in less work for her appearance.

so anyway yea, gonna escape inceldom, and mgtow it up my dudes, fuck this rigged game, fuck the genetic lottery,just fuck humanity in general tbh.

 

[Jockcel]

You should have never let yourself become 125kg. That's death sentence even for chadlites.

 

[Recon9]

You should have never let yourself become 125kg. That's death sentence even for chadlites.

depression is a real bitch my friend, tends to happen when you're alone for so long, can't eat, can't sleep, surely you know how this feels, its hard to be motivated to do anything when girls show ZERO interest in your looks. The only thing any girl has ever said about my appearance is "I was the 'UGLIEST LIGHT SKINNED KID'" shes ever seen, I knew there wasn't much I can do to fix my fucking face, what good is being shredded with a 3/10 face?

The only thing that drives me now is malice -.-