Napoleon de Jizzbal
mentally crippled by lonely teen years
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That was my peak of stylemaxxing (cannot repeat now because of NW2), and uploaded in internets my photo with friend. And one of commenters, femoid, said that my friend looks like superstar, and I - supporting actor. In lithuanian they called "antro plano aktorius", literally "actor of second plane", and in that photo, we rinding bus, I literally was standing in second plane, but thats not the case. My friend was chadlite...
And that was greatly seen in comparing our lives. I was 27, maxxed after lonely teen years, he was 16. And even in peak socialmaxxing I was struggling, not always finding someone to drink with, while he never had such problems, living teen life at fullest. He wrote blog about what did that summer. All summer he was partying, through all lithuania (separatist part of Russia), everywhere invited, everywhere desired, everywhere getting free bed, food, drinks, fucks, and other things, because he had bones
And what I did in that summer. Had job, because had hopes in my new crush. She failed soon, as to be expected from femoid. And after day at work could not always find someone to go to city center for drinking and washing away pain and disappointment, caused by that stupid cunt. So got very depressed, demotivated, and quit
And that was greatly seen in comparing our lives. I was 27, maxxed after lonely teen years, he was 16. And even in peak socialmaxxing I was struggling, not always finding someone to drink with, while he never had such problems, living teen life at fullest. He wrote blog about what did that summer. All summer he was partying, through all lithuania (separatist part of Russia), everywhere invited, everywhere desired, everywhere getting free bed, food, drinks, fucks, and other things, because he had bones
And what I did in that summer. Had job, because had hopes in my new crush. She failed soon, as to be expected from femoid. And after day at work could not always find someone to go to city center for drinking and washing away pain and disappointment, caused by that stupid cunt. So got very depressed, demotivated, and quit